Monday, December 19, 2011

"Marry me, today and every day"

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :) :)

CORY & I ARE ENGAGED!!!! :) :) :) :)

i'm sure you've heard, but i thought id either confirm the rumor if you didnt think it was true, or at least tell you! Plus, Kendra told me I had to post the story on my blog lol & of course i had already thought of that!! anways, first of all, let me apologize to those of you whom i DIDNT text or let know. I was in such a state of shock & it was so early in the morning that I barely even knew how to add contacts so i could text!! lol im for real! no exaggerating! so i just typed in a bunch of names of people i knew! so, i am VERY sorry if you did not receive a text or phone call personally from me!! anyways! let me kinda explain a few things first.... originally, Cory was gonna ask me to marry him on our 1 year! (sweet, right?) well, his dad told him he thought it would be better if Cory waited till he was done completely with high school (glad he did wait now!) & that was gonna be in December! So Cory had to wait.

Friday night, (12-16-11) Cory Lynn came over for our family Christmas with my sister carri (ya know, the unofficially adopted one) & her husband & kids! so he was gonna stay the night at my house & i was going to Carri's cause we were gonna do our Christmas the next day :) well, Mason, my nephew, woke me up at 6!! so of course i texted Cory lol little did i know he was awake & getting everything ready! I honestly did not think it would be this weekend!! at all. i didnt think he had the ring.. nothing! well, the plan was for me to come back home around 8:30. well, i got ready (wearing a hoodie & cheetah swim skirt). When i was getting ready, i took my hair down.. & decided to just leave it that way, cause it wasnt TOO bad. Cory Lynn is VERY lucky, cause i could've put it up in a "crap bun" as he calls it lol anyways, i tell my little sister to get ready so we can head on over there a soon as possible (im always very pushy & anxious when he's there & im not, so i nag until she gets ready lol she wasn't bad this time though... wonder why -_-) well, she gets ready, i come outta the bathroom & its about 5 till 8:30 & i tell her to come on! She says, "mama says we can't come home because cory's in the shower or something..." of course that makes me slightly aggravated... i've been there more than once when he was in the shower! not like im gonna go in there... so of course i say, "uhh... why? we've been there when he was in the shower before!" her reply: "well, don't ask me, ask mom." -_- so instead of making a big deal, i just decided to play with the kids & wait. I realized that Cory was up & i had already called him more than once to try & wake him up so he'd be ready like me when i got there.. so, to see if he was "done getting ready" i called again. no answer. you can imagine the agitation i was starting to feel lol so FINALLY i decide that its okay for us to leave. well, on the way there.. things did start to kinda, well, add up a bit lol but SOMEONE decided to use his sinning advantages & tell me that "it is NOT this weekend, dont get your hopes up." "i dont even have your ring" -_- yeah. i know lol. so i threw that outta my mind because i didnt wanna get my hopes up at all! anyways, i get home & when i peeked in the garage thinking maybe... buuut of course not lol when i walk in the door, daddy was "washing dishes" (at 8 something in the morning? you'd think i'd notice these things, but i didnt lol) & says "well, what are you doin here so late?? i thought you'd be here a lot earlier!" & i mouthed off about mama not letting me come home. lol so here i am running my mouth when i look into our living room & ALL the lights are off :) (if you've ever been to my house, you know where im talking about & that my room is right off the living room!) the Christmas tree was, of course, all lit up... & there were candles & rose petals making a path to my bedroom door :) :) i looked up & saw Cory Lynn standing in the doorway smiling & i said, "What are you doing?!" (my mom was in the living room! & laughed... leave it to her lol) he smiled & i said "you're joking! you've got to be kidding me!!" & he said, "well, its a bit much for a joke, don't you think?" & i said, "yeah, kinda!!" he told me to come in my room where there were MORE candles & told me to sit down on my bed :) (or hop, in my case cause my bed is super tall lol) so i got on the edge of my bed & he got down on one knee :) :) :) :) he didn't spill his heart out, he just pulled out the prettiest, round, solitaire diamond ring & said, "Rachael LeeAnn, will you marry me?" :) :) :) :) & i replied with "Oh My Lord!!.... Oh my Lord, YES!!" :) :)

thinking about it gives me chills! i know some of you are like "Oh please!" but i really dont care! he did an amazing job! & i simply adore my ring! its all so hard to grasp! but it feels good to say that he is now my finace & not my "boyfriend" :) :)

unfortunately, they had to clean up the candles & such cause the wax was melting:( :( i had really wanted pics with my camera, but i've got some that were taken with a cell phone lol

here are the pics!

my ring :) :)

lol "hovering"

AHHHHH!!! :) :) :) :)

our first pic as an engaged couple ♥

you can see what i was wearing here lol
lovely, i know.

after he proposed :)


before he put the roses down (he took this with his phone)

more candles :)

aaannnnnd more lol

fair winds, follwers!

♥--Future Mrs. Holman

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

yeah, super bored.

The Basics and Some Personals



Shoe Size:

4'11 & 1/2

that is none of your business!

Pants Size:
again, none of your business!

Shirt Size:
i hate my shirt size.

Innie or Outie?

Love Questions

Are you in Love?
very much in love :) :)

Are you single or taken?

If single, for how long?

If taken, for how long?
1 year & almost 4 months :) :)

If taken, by whom?
Cory Lynn Holman!<3

Do you like guys or girls?

What do you think about Sporty guys?
they're cute :)


so cute! :) :)

doesnt matter lol as long has they have a good personality!

Your Favorites

Kind of Food:
mexican & italian!

purple :)

i have plenty of them!

the band perry is good!

bruno mars<3

michael buble's Christmas cd :)

Kind of Music:
bruno mars's style is the bomb! & i love michael buble's style too :)

elephants :)

Place to be?
home & with Cory Lynn :) & church!

Vacation spot:

oh me... there are so many!

rachel mcadams & sandra bullock!

jack black!

Soap Opera:
i dont watch them lol

Day Time Talk Show:
uhhh E news lol

Game Show:
match game & lingo

All Around Favorite Show:
say yes to the dress!

i have a few:
diet vanilla coke, sweet tea, sprite, diet coke & water :)

ummm rosie's!

lol idk?

again, idk!

i say "like" wayyyy too much..
but the 2 things i always say are "and junk" & "im just sayin..." lol

Your Short Opinion on..

George W. Bush:
i liked him...

Gay Marriage:

Rocketing Gas Prices:
they're actually going down...

Minimum Wage ($6.75):
is that what it is?
i get paid more than that, so idc lol
but if i were to get paid minimum wage i dont guess itd be THAT bad.
depends on how many hours you work i guess...

Drunk Driving:

Legal Driving Age:
16 is a good age!

terrible mind disease.

Young Marriages:
as long as you can sign for yourself, i dont see the problem with it!

Young Parents:
if you're ready for it...

Pregnency without a Marriage:
not good....


Pop Quizzes:
never really had them...

This Survey:

Label Your Friends!
or callie lol

hannah or kesha
& emily is when she's being shy

hannah h

Person who doesn't think before they speak:
chels lol or kenna

ashley was that way too lol

well, that's not supposed to be known lol
other than my little sister lol

Best Dressed:
hmm... hilary!

Worst Dressed:

me, duh. lol jk hannah h!



kendra!!!! jk jk

Social Butterfly:
me lol

Will be crowned Most Likely to Succeed by their class:
that was hilary!

This or That
i love both!

again, both lol

Summer/Winter :
in the summer, i want winter weather...
but in the winter, i DIE for summer weather!
weird, i know

Christmas/Thanksgiving :
although, i do love Thanksgiving :)

a challenge is okay every once in a while...

Light/Dark :

Sun/Moon :
ummm i think the moon is romantic...
but i love the sun :)

both lol

Out with Friends/Out with Family:
depends on my mood..

again, both!

ugh! both!


got really bored...

When was the last time you changed in front of someone?
last night

What are you wearing?
wicked shirt, purple VS hoodie & pj shorts

Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
my tee is from Wicked :) & im also wearing a hoodie from Victoria's Secret :)

Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
sometimes i have to -_-

What happened at 3:00am today?
i reckon i was asleep!

Do you hate anyone?
i sure dont!

Are you going out of town soon?

When was the last time you cried?
ummm yesterday?

Do you have a good relationship with your mother?
wonderful :)

Have you ever told someone you loved them?
every day :)

Do you tend to get in fights?
verbal ones, yes.

If you could change your eye color would you?
if i did, id pick a vibrant green!
but i love my blue eyes :)

What was for dinner last night?
Asia Garden lol

What are you thinking of doing right now?
:) :) *sigh*

What are you doing tomorrow?
working... then idk if we're having church or not.

How are you?

How tall are you?
lol 4'11 & 1/2!

What do you hear?
ceiling fan & the tv

Do you like the dentist?
umm... i like having my teeth feel clean, but i dont like the awkwardness of it. the questions they ask while cleaning your teeth & you saying "mah mahamaha uhh huhh" lol

Who was the last person you talked to in person?

Are there any posters on your wall?
they're framed :)

What will you buy next?
gas & food probably

Favorite drink?
diet vanilla coke!!! sweet tea, sprite, diet coke & water :) lol

What's the connection between you and the last person that called you?
he's the love of my life!! :)

What color are your bed sheets?
black! :)

Can you sleep in jeans?
i would hate that!

Are you tired?

Are you happy with life right now?
very much so :) :)

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
lol nope

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
i think so... in most situations.

Are you a jealous person?
i try not to be...

What are you going to do after this?
take a bath & go to bed!

What were you doing this morning at 7am?

Is there anything that you are craving right now?

Would you rather be a girl or a guy?
a girl.

Who is the most spoiled person you know?
umm... i could name a few lol

Would you rather date someone 20 years younger than you or 20 years older?

Are you ticklish?
yes. yes. yes!

Its 4 in the morning, and your phone rings...what do you do?
wake up & wonder who the mess is calling me!! lol

Your name:
you can call me Rae :)

You have been making the world more amazing since:
1992 baby!!

Oldest/youngest/or middle sibling:

Your dad's name:

What kind of phone do you have?
motorola droid 2!

Who is your favorite celebrity ever?
oh goodness.... at the moment, Bruno Mars<3

Favorite type of music:
lots! but like i said, at the moment, im loving Bruno!

How many pillows do you sleep with?

Ever prank called the pizza place and ordered a pizza for somebody totally random?
nope! lol good one though :)

What do you find most of in your room?
perfume lol & movies

How many piercings do you have?

How about tattoos?

Describe your house:
home-y, nice, one story, oddly laid out... comfy & peaceful :)

Who is your neighbor across the street?
we have none across the street, but next to us is Bobby & Angel :)

Your favorite facial feature:
smile & eyes, i guess?

Name the band you are listening to now:

Who do you know that throws the best parties?
me! lol jk

On a boy: Skinny or Muscular?
bigger, not neccissarily "muscular" but that wouldnt be a problem ;)

Name an item you've kept with yourself since you were young:
hmm... charlie the stuffed cocker spaniel :)

Possible children's names?
i have a few :) :)

What is your favorite method of exercise?

What do you do to get money?
i answer phones, scan & file papers & play on the computer :)

Do you dye your hair?
ne. ver.

Own a pair of skinny jeans?
lol no way

What is the longest you have been in the car for a roadtrip?
delaware? idr

Been to Six Flags?
sure have!

What about Disneyland?
Disney World is more like it ;)<3

Name the bands you have band tees for:
hanson :) oh yeah!
or i used to lol

Favorite local band?
there arent any that i know of...

How many cell phones have you owned?
like... 5 or 6 lol

Your nails are painted:
they aren't...

How many pairs of sweatpants do you own?
hmmm... at least one pair of sweat capris lol

What were you doing this morning at 8am?
resting lol

What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
on the computer lol

Are you mad at anyone right now?
no... just wondering what's taking so long.

Last person to say they loved you?
Cory Lynn :) :)

Last person to send you a text?
Cory Lynn! lol

Do you have a crush on anyone?
sure do ;)

Do you have any famous relatives?
that would be so cool!

How many different drinks have you had today?

What have you eaten today?
uhhh krystals... a cookie & some cake.

Are you good at math?

Do you have plans on Saturday night?
sure do :) :)

Do you draw your name in the sand while your at the beach?
ha! i never go to the beach lol

Do you look like your mom or your dad?
idk? i act just like my mother.

Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
im not sure lol idts!

Do you like the ocean?
i love it! i wish i went more often!

What are you excited about?
this weekend <3 & the next few weeks :) :)

What did you do yesterday?
worked... got supper... came home... ate... got sick... bed lol

Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
unfortunately, no :(

How many grandparents do you have?
i still have both sets :)

Where do you keep your change?
car or wallet

Who is the best person in your life?
family, cory lynn & my friends... inclduing church fam :)

Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
i love sleeping alone. but i like the thought of having someone sleep with me!

What was the weather like on your birthday?
this year, i think it was warm & maybe it rained? idr lol

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

To: My Best Friend

well, since Cory & My mom are my 2 best friends... and i'll be writing a note to them anyways, im gonna write a small note to all of my girls :)

Girls (lol)
each & every one of you mean SO much to me!! y'all have been there when no one else was! each of you have been my rock at some point & time :) & i am so thankful that God put you in my life :) some of y'all im a bit closer to than others, but that doesn't even matter! i love each & every one of you the same & would never trade our friendships for anything :) i have a special place for each of you in my heart that will never go away :) at some point & time all of you have been my rock & support! God knew what he was doing when he placed all of you in my life & i am honestly totally and completely thankful that it was YOU & not anyone else! :) i'm gonna miss you all so much when i get married! (come on, we all know its coming soon lol) anyways, i love you all so so much & wouldn't trade you for anything :)

love always♥,
Rae :)

Thursday, November 10, 2011

days 3-10 of thankfulness :)

day 3:
i am thankful for my church :) Rocky Branch is such a wonderful place to go :) We get some of the best teachings there and i love everyone so much! It's been my home church since i was born and I also received the Holyghost there :) idk what im gonna do when i get married and move off! (come on, everyone knows about Cory and I! NO WE'RE NOT ENGAGED! yet...;) lol) it'll be hard, but i know i'll adjust fine wherever i go ;)

day 4:
i'm DEFINITELY thankful for my raising!! and my teachings! i've noticed so many things in the past year that has made me realize how good i have it :) some people are just not.. taught. either that, or they have and just don't listen! like i said before, i have amazing teachings at church from our ministers & especially from my parents. im glad i was raised up the way i was!!

day 5:
im so thankful God put me with such amazing parents :) my mom is my best friend and i have the best, smartest daddy in the world! they have been there through everything! and they know exactly how to make me smile :) of course, we all have our times when we butt heads and fuss, but what family doesn't? God couldn't have put me with better parents :) he must've known nobody else could handle me ;)

day 6:
i'm very thankful for my sisters & brothers-in-law!
as most of you know, my family unofficially adopted Carri Frolik as a daughter/sister :) so that means i have 3 sisters, 2 brothers-in-law, 2 (well, almost) nephews & a niece!
they all mean SO much to me :) Those babies can make me laugh & smile on days when i dont even feel like smiling! & Carri has been such a good friend to me. Rebecca and Jed are of course always there to make me laugh :) especially since Becca got married... she's grown herself quite a backbone and she cracks me up at the things she can say! the older she gets, the more she's like my mother! it's kinda crazy :) not to mention her big ole baby bump makes me so happy i can't hardly stand it! :D its so unreal!
& last there's emily... oh my. Emily seriously can get on my LAST nerve. but then again, she turns around and completely cracks me UP! she has one of the best personalities ever :) & really knows how to make someone laugh :) (oh, i love my brothers too! lol)

day 7:
im thankful for all the things i have in life. my house, phone, computers, car, money, food, gas, tvs, POWER! all the little things i take for granted... im so thankful for :) if it weren't for them, id go crazy!

day 8:
im thankful for my boyfriend! he's the best friend i've ever had and i couldn't have asked for anyone better! God seriously had something to do with us getting together :) & i'm completely and totally psyched about spending my life with him one day in the future :) we're so good together and i absolutely love every minute with him! we've had our little fusses & fights, but they've only made us stronger and brought us closer :) i'm glad God gave him to me :)

day 9:
im thankful for every day i have here on this earth.
every day im able to get up, walk around, sit, stand, speak, move...
just be alive! and i am so thankful for that! every day God watches over me and keeps me safe wherever i go :) and keeps my family safe too! im just so very thankful for everything he does for me!

day 10:
im thankful for everyone God has put in my life.
good and bad! im thankful for the good ones bc they are obviously... good for me! :) they're the best and i couldn't ask for better :)
as for the bad... im thankful for them bc if hadn't been for them, i wouldn't be where i am today! and i adore where i am now :) :)

so there ya have it! a whole week in one post! imma put up some pics soon!
& hopefully start on my letters... lol
much love & fair winds followers!

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Thankful days 1&2 :)

Nov. 1-
today i am thankful for all the many times God has blessed my life & me :) :)
he blessed my life with a wonderful boyfriend & best friend that cares for me and loves me so much its almost impossible :) and i hope one day he'll bless us so we can be husband and wife and have a family :) (NO we're not engaged!!! maybe soon, though!)
he blessed my life with such a wonderful and loving family :) :) my family means the world to me!! they're always there when i need them :) i am truly thankful for that!
he blessed my life with a wonderful church and church family! there is nothing i am more proud of than that! My religion is something i have & always will cherish♥
he's blessed my life with many, many friends :) :)
he's been answering prayers for me here lately, and i know he's gonna keep answering more! :) :) everytime i need him, he's there! God has truly blessed me recently and i know one of these days he's gonna free me! :) :) just thinking about that makes me happy! :) :) he's looked at me so much lately and i am so so thankful for that! :) :)

Nov 2-
today i am thankful for my job!
even though i haven't been feeling well lately, and hate getting up, i still am so thankful God gave me such a wonderful job! :) :) he answered a prayer on my 1st day here! Brian is a guy i work with... when i first met him you could just tell he HAD to be an absolute TURD. (excuse my language lol im sure i could say worse!) i mean even when he said hey to me, it was like he couldn't care less.. then i found out i was gonna have to work with him on something. and it was gonna be just the 2 of us!! i started in praying that if i was gonna have to work with this man, just for the Lord to please let us get along!! no joke, the next day he was sitting in my office talking! :) now he cuts up, and is probably one of my favorite people here! i've had one REALLY bad day here & the people even then were good to me :) i believe God blessed me with this job! & i am so very thankful for having one with the economy like it is today! it means a lot & it is a VERY good job! :) :) im so thankful!

Tuesday, November 1, 2011


okay... sooo i know i shouldn't complain!! BUT!!!! I just feel like venting for a little bit. about people who get on my nerves. so, here goes:

the girl who falls in love with EVERY. GUY. SHE. DATES.
i know more than one person like this! anyways, i just dont see how you can fall for EVERY single guy! to me, Love is not a word that you just throw around!! it's a SPECIAL word that's meant for that one person you wanna spend your life with. Now, i know someone who dated a guy for like 10 years (okay, like 3?) & she was super young when they started dating, so she's pretty much only dated him her entire teenage years! & now they've been broke up about a year, & she's dating other people (person, whatever) anyways, if they just so happened to one day fall in love, that would be different. the type girls im talking about are the ones who tell like 3-4 boyfriends they love them!!! i just do not get it! lol one month you'll see them with one guy & they're madly in love with them, the next... they're with a COMPLETELY different guy (usually a lot uglier, too! ever noticed that?) and MADLY in love with them! geez... it kills me! i guess, being in love... and knowing what REAL love is, just makes me wonder how you can love more than that one person you're already "so in love with" i mean yeah, life's short... and you should love and fall in love... but GOOD LORD. is it THAT important that you fall in love with every guy you speak to?
(and I do not mean you, Kendra Long lol)

th3 on3 whoo sp3lls there (<-- purposely missed spelled) wor$ wit symbols n stoopid (<--seriously? yeah. seriously.) wayyyyys like dis n dat.
i'll admitt. SOMETIMES i will put more than one y or something, so people will kinda get the way i wanna say it... if that makes sense?
oh!! there's also "musikk", "yu"/"yooh", "qood" (people like putting q for g now! it's the cool way!)

the person who can't use Your, You're, There, Their & They're.
(this applies to my boyfriend, also lol bless it... he tries!)
here's a lesson on how to use Your, You're, There, Their & They're :)
Your (in possession of something) "Is that YOUR phone?"
You're (as in YOU ARE) "Cory, you're the best!" (had to get cheesy on ya! lol)
There- "There has to be another way!!!!"
Their (more than one person's belongings) "Their little boy's name is Taylor."
They're (as in THEY ARE) "They're having a boy in January!"
lol i know it sounds like im being a smart alleck..
i am :) lol

i think im okay now :)
dont get your feelings hurt if you think im talking about you..
im sure im not! lol
everyone just has to get it out every once in a while, ya know?
maybe you found some humor (or help, for the ones who never spell those words right! lol jk) out of this :)
i will be starting my letters soon :) & my 30 days of what im thankful for, too :)
fair winds, followers!

Thursday, October 20, 2011

30 letters; 30 days♥

I've tried this before, but never finished it!! so im gonna try it again :) lol
I'm gonna write a letter to someone every day for 30 days!
and probably not a consecutive 30 days, but none the less, 30 letters for 30 days :) here are the days and who im gonna write to :)
Day 1 - Your Best Friend.

Day 2 - Your Crush.

Day 3 - Your Parents.

Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)

Day 5 - Your Dreams.

Day 6 - A Stranger.

Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend

Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.

Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.

Day 10 - Someone You Don’t Talk Too As Much As You’d Like To.

Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk To.

Day 12 - The Person You Dislike The Most.

Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Understand You.

Day 14 - Someone You’ve Drifted Away From.

Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.

Day 16 - Someone That’s Not In Your State/Country.

Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.

Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be More Like.

Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)

Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.

Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.

Day 22 - Someone You Want To Give A Second Chance To.

Day 23 - The Last Person You Texted.

Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favortie Memory.

Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.

Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Promise To.

Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.

Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.

Day 29 - The Peson That You Want To Tell Everything To, But Are Too Afraid To.

Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror.

im. so. bored.




todays date:



out :)

zodiac sign:

ruby :)



lol 4'11&1/2"
no, im not kidding.

you in one word:
bubbly :)

singing, dancing, being with Cory♥, going to church, texting, talking.

label yourself:
Holiness :)

play any sports?
uhhh nuh. lol




longest realatiinship
1 year and (almost) 2 months♥ --and still going!--

are you single:
taken :)

how much older do you date:
uhh... idk?
I only date one guy lol

how much younger:
Cory is a yr and 4 months younger.


Are You Lonesome Tonight?

i have a few...
water, sweet tea, sprite, root beer, diet coke & cream soda :)

steak and salad.

t.v. show:
i have a lot.

mythical creature:
bacon hawk. lol

purple :)



July- December :)

spongebob and blue's clues :)

comic book:
Archie lol


fave band:
BSB :)

fave CD:
normally a mixed one.

fave radio station:
103.7 & 104.3.
& i love lite 96.9 during the Holidays :)


been in a fight?
not really.


been expelled?
uhh no.

had detention?
lol yeah.

been arrested?

had anger classes?

had a therapist?
lol no

done drugs?

been on probation?

failed a class?

worn your EXs clothes?

skinny dipped?
lol no.


you talked to:

either mama or Mason.

Mason, i think.

i think lol

jk lol idk, probably Cory. lol

spent the night with:
ummm... Carri?


i can

not in my opinion.


roll your tounge:

write poetry:
ehh.. not especially lol

double jointed:
im not.

a smoker:
nope :)

a drinker:

a pack rat:
not really lol


you were a plant youd be:
a flower!

you had a super power itd be:
to read minds like Edward.

could change yourself 1 way youd:
lose weight lol

you could hang with a celeb itd be:
Taylor Lautner♥ lol

you could kill and get away w/ it youd kill:

you were an animal youd be:
either a monkey, or a lion!!


tea or coffee:

rain or shine:
shine :)

cat or dog:

dino or robots:

ninja or pirate:

kiss or hug:

english or math:
ehh.. neither lol

MTV even though i don't watch it lol

sound or silence:

winter or summer:
both lol

spring or fall:

boys or girls

stripes or dots
idc lol

acoustic or electric

black or white
it don' matter ;) lol get it?
like the michael jackson song?!
hahahaha! im so funny. jk lol

vans or chucks

preps or punks

emo or scene
? idk what scene is?

tattoos or piercings

blondes or brunettes
blonde :)


your best friend is
a boy.

you hate____the most
annoying girls

your pet peeve is
i have a few lol

what makes you happy
God & Cory♥

what makes you angry

your dysfunction is
im just too perfect.
BAHAHAHAHA! jk jk lol
i forgive reeeaaallllyy easily.

your biggest fear is
getting cancer and losing my hair.
& getting kidnapped and raped.

one totally random fact on you is
im cold.

what shoes are you wearing
fergie flats :D lol

your lucky # is
idk lol

words you say most are
"Oh my Lord!"
"How fuuun-nyyy"
"You're so dumb."

the most nasty school meal is
i dont remember lol

your Myspace URL is
what's myspace?!
lol jk

you AIM s/n is
i dont have one of those lol

do you keep a journal
used to

do you have a blog
yeah lol

any bad habits
a few.

religious beliefs are
Holiness or .... yeah lol

your most embarassing moment is
that would take forever.

most missed memory is
i have a few of those too.

where are you this very moment

fave quote ever
"To love another person is to see the face of God."
that's just one of them :)

your life dream
to be Ariel in Disney World :)

best thing in your room
bed & tv lol

do you own a digital camera
i do.

do you own an ipod

are you glad this is over

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

100 randoms

1. Name?
just call me Rae :)

2. Gender?

3. Status?

4. Age?

5. Height?
^-^ 4'11 &1/2"

6. Weight?
none of your business, thank you!

7. Eye color?
blue :)

8. Hair color?

9. Race?

10. Piercings?

11. Where?

12. Tattoos?

13. How long have you known this person?
umm... about 4 years?
i knew of him for about a year before we officially "met"

14. How did you meet this person?
he introduced himself :)

15. What made you like him/her?
his personality :) :)

16. Does (s)he have any piercings?

17. Does (s)he have any tattoos?

18. Smoker or nonsmoker?

19. Favorite thing about this person?
smile, eyes, hair, heighth, personality... ugh! i could go on and ON! :) :)

20. Does (s)he know you like him/her?
yes :) :)

21. Does (s)he like you, too?

22. Color?
purple :)

23. Flower?
rose :)

24. Type of pants?

25. Type of shoes?
none lol
either that or flip flops & boots!

26. Tv show?

27. Song?
oh Lord....
i have so many!

28. Movie?
again, too many :)

29. Food?
steak and salad!

30. Game?
just dance!

31. Candy?
now: white chocolate m&m's :)

32. Book?
are you lonesome tonight?
and of course, The Twilight Saga<3

33. Place to go?
anywhere with Cory :)
and church!<3

34. Website?

35.Burger King or McDonald's?
ummm McD's.

36. Subway or Firehouse Subs?

37. KFC or Popeye's?

38. Pizza Hut or Domino's?

39. Chocolate or vanilla?
vanilla :)

both? lol

41. White or black?
both.. lol

42. Dark or light?

43. Right or left?

44. Wet or dry?

45. Cold or hot?
in between.

46. Sunny or rainy?

47. On or off?

48. Top or bottom?
lol either

49. Up or down?

50. Against a wall or against a door?

51. serious or crazy?
crazy, but know when to be serious.

52. Covered or uncovered?

53. Radio or cd?

54. Sony PSP or Nintendo DS Lite?
idc lol

55. AIM or MSN?

56. Laptop or desktop?
either, honestly.

57. Private or public?

58. Rich or poor?
in between.

59. Love or money?
love <3

60. Sharp or dull?

61. Hard or soft?
soft... taco :)

62. Thick or thin?
thick... hair :)

63. Long or short?
LONG... hair :)

64. Water or fire?

65. Crayola or Rose Art?

66. Emails or letters?

67. Sidekick or Blackberry?
sidekick cause they look cooler!

68. Prepaid or monthly?

69. MTV or BET?
even though i dont watch it lol

70.Picture you took?
uhhhmmm i took one for Cory on Sunday!

71. Thing you bought?
food -_-

72. Person you talked to?

73. Person you called?
daddy lol

74. Person who called you?

75. Text message you received?
cory :)

76. Text message you sent?
cory :)

77. Clothes you wore?
scarf, shirt, tank, skirt.

78. Type of underwear you wore?
none of your business!!

79. Thing you said?

80. Show you watched?
watching: Bachelorrette Party: Las Vegas lol

81. Place you went?

82. Thought you had?
lol that screws up my thought process cause now im thinking about the question!

83. Dream you had?
uhh it was weird.. that's all i remember!

84.Cell phones?
well, i only use one...
but i have 2

85. TVs?
in my house we have 5.

86. Computers?

87. Dvd players?
5 (including laptops and computers)

88. VCRs?
2 lol

89. CDs?
sooooo many!!

90. DVDs?
tooooooo many!! lol

91. Pairs of shoes?
gah, idk! lol

92. Belts?
i have one that i wear a lot.

93. Watches?
i only wear one :) its the one Cory's nanny got me :)

94. Rings?
a LOT!

95. Necklaces/chains?
a looooot lol

96. Bracelets/wristbands?
a few!

97.Do you regret taking this survey?

98. Are you glad it's almost over?
yes! lol

99. Would you do it all over again?
i guess?

100. Will you post it on your page?
its going on my blog as we speak! lol

If I Die Young♥

Well, as most of you know, Taylor Katlin McLain was called home to be with the Lord yesterday morning.<3

Taylor and I knew one another, but undortunately we were not "best friends". she was a total sweetheart and we always would hug and squeal when we saw each other :) She was always so perky and so, so happy!! I remember having an inside joke with her a few years ago about a boy that she liked :) :) Even though we were not super close, yesterday was an awful day for me. I found out she has passed while i was on my lunch and just lost it completely. I couldn't finish my food or anything. I cried off and on for the rest of the day. My heart is so heavy for her family and her friends. I would see pictures of her and all of her friends and they all looked SO close. I honestly can NOT imagine what it would be like to lose someone that close to me.

When I first heard about the wreck, the FIRST person to hit my mind was her boyfriend of about 6 months, Jared. He's such a sweet guy and loved Taylor SO much!! you could see it on his face, & just about every post he made was about his beautiful girlfriend that he loved so much :) My heart breaks for him... I guess it's bc i know what its like to love someone so much... I can not imagine it.. i dont want to. I actually got to talk to him yesterday. He seemed to be trying to stay strong for everyone. I received a text this afternoon stating that he also had a wreck today and totaled his car. Thank God he's okay, though so don't freak out! he's just sore.

i really just can't even get over all this. My thoughts and prayers are with all of her loved ones.

I'm not able to attend the viewing tomorrow night... I wish I could go, but i just dont know that i could handle it. I've already taken it so hard! so unfortunately im gonna sit this one out... so if you don't see me, please don't think i didnt love Tay or her friends, just know that I dont think my mind, or nerves, could handle it.

This also brings me to making sure you all know that I love you. I hope that none of you are, or ever have been, hurt at me. If you have, i am terribly sorry for whatever i said or did. I love you all so much!!
Fair Winds followers. Please stay safe.

Friday, October 7, 2011


1. First thing you wash in the shower?

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
uhh... that's a hard question. i love hoodies!

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
ive never been kissed!

4.Do you plan outfits?

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?

6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
my hair is on my head... lol

7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
neither?? lol

8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
it was weird, and that's all i can tell you

9. Did you meet anybody new today?
i didnt actually "meet" them, but someone i didnt know came in today lol

10. What are you craving right now?
umm... idk lol

11. Do you floss?

12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?

13. When was the last time you talked on aim?
i never had aim

14. Are you emotional?
i can be.

15. Would you dance to the taco song?
taco song?
what?! yeah!!

16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
nope lol

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
lick it.

18. Do you like your hair?
when it fixes right!

19. Do you like yourself?
i have very low self-esteem..

20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
i dont think so...

21. Do you like cottage cheese?

22. What are you listening to right now?

23. How many countries have you visited?
i've never been outside the us!

24. Are your parents strict?
they can be.

25. Would you go sky diving?

26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?

27. Would you throw potatoes at him?

28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
a pencil!

29. Have you ever been in a castle?
yes :)

30. Do you rent movies often?

31. Who sits in behind you in your math class?
i don't have a math class...

32. Have you made a prank phone call?

33. Do you own a gun?
daddy does.

34. Can you count backwards from 74?
lol if i concentrated.

35. Who are you going to be with tonight?
carri, mack, mason, gracie and em :)

36. Brown or white eggs?

37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
a few things.

38. Ever been on a train?
i think?

39. Ever been in love?
i am now :)

40. Do you have a cell-phone?
sure do!

41. Are you too forgiving?
yes i am.

42. Do you use chap stick?

43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
going to a haunted house and working!

44. Can you use chop sticks?
not really.

45. Ever have cream puffs?
i dont think so...

46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?

47. What was the last question you asked?
i dont remember...

48. What was the last CD you bought?
? lol

49. Boys or girls?

50. What is your bus number for school?
i never rode the bus!

51. Is your hair curly?

52. Last time you cried?
this morning.

53. Ever walked into a wall?
im sure lol

54. Do looks matter?
not really but they help.

55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?

56. Have you ever slapped someone?

57. Favorite time of the year?

58. Favorite color?

59. Are you sarcastic?
noooooo ;)

60. Do you have any tattoos?

61. The last person you held hands with?
uhhh idk? lol

62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
every night!

63. Where was your default picture taken at?

64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?

65. Do you like your life right now?

66. How often do you talk on the phone?
a good bit!

67. What is your favorite animal?
hmm... im not sure!

68. What was the most recent thing you bought?
food -_-

69. Do you have good vision?

70. Can you hula hoop?
used to could REAL good!

71. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
i have... and idk why. lol

72. Do you have a job?
i do!

73. Can you handle the truth?
i try...

74. What are you wearing?
hollister shirt and jean skirt with flip flops :) i love casual day!

75. Have you ever crawled through a window?
yep lol

I couldn't be happier, no!

goodness. can i just say something??
one of the things i dislike most is unnecessary drama posted for ALLLLL the internet world to see... UGH. and some people just really need to GROW. UP!! that's something else that ticks me off. silly little girls who post their problems all over the social networking world so they can start something. and then if someone ever commented on it and voiced their opinion, i just KNOW they'd blow up and get mad... here's a tip: if you post it for the world to see, that means the world has a right to voice their opinion. am i not right??

anyways, sorry about that. things just seems to get to me, even if it doesn't involve me lol like i said, i just don't like unnecessary drama! & NO it hasnt happened to me lol or anybody! i just know how some people are and just happened to come up on something and it kinda set me off lol well, Melia is getting married tomorrow!!!!!! unfortunately im not able to go... =( but... i do have some veeerrrrryyyy exciting news!!!!

I'M GOING TO SEE WICKED!!!!!!!!! my life couldnt be more complete! or should i say as Glinda does, "I couldn't be happier." :D
anyways, i just wanted to get that out and let you in on a little piece of my exciting life ;)

much love & fair winds, followers!

Monday, October 3, 2011


This is seriously going to get personal, you ready?
have at it!

If you were caught cheating, would you fess up?
....if i was caught, i obviously would have to fess up. lol

The last time you felt honestly broken?

Are you craving something?
not really...

If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
to be asleep :)
or to be with Cory!

Would you rather have ten kids, or none?
im not sure...
possibly 10 kids.

What do you hear right now?
people upstairs and brian.

Is your bed against more than one of your walls?

What’s on your mind right now?
im tired and ready to be off!

Are you there for your friends?
i am!

Last person to see you cry?
everyone at church lol

What do you do when you get nervous?
get sick.

Be honest, do you like people in general?
yeah, sometimes.

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
anywhere from 23-25.

Does anyone completely understand you?
God does.♥

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
plenty of them :)

Has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you?

Would you be happier if life had a rewind button?
noooooo!!!! i dont wanna go back lol

Do you tell your mom or dad everything?
i tell mama a lot...
and daddy when he asks lol

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
ehh... i'd rather Cory not, cause he doesn't normally, but
it's not like a big NO for me..

Are you going to get hurt anytime soon by someone?
Lord i hope not!

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Cory Holman♥

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?

How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
normally 8+

Are you easy to get along with?
i would think so...

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
no lol

What was the last drink that you put in your mouth?

What size bed do you have?

Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
before, so it has time to heat up

Do you like the rain?
if its not stormy rain, it can be relaxing...
but i loooove the sun!

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
i hope!!

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?

Would people refer to you as a goodie goodie, bad news, or neither?
umm im sure some would say goodie goodie!

Who were you last in the car with, besides family?
lol just Em.

What’s the last movie you saw in theaters and with who?
it was either Harry Potter 1 with my grandparents and sisters, or Max Keeble's Big Move with Hilary and MiMi :) lol

Have you ever kissed someone who had a boyfriend/ girlfriend?
never been kissed!

Have you ever been hurt by someone you never thought would hurt you?

Your parents are out of town. Would you throw a massive party?
CHYEAH!!!!!! lol jk

Do you regret a past relationship?
i don't regret my past relationships..
they brought me to where i am today and i LOVE it here :)

Would you rather spend a Friday night at a concert or a crazy party?

Do you tend to fall for the same type of person over and over?
not really.

Have you made a joke about somebody that made them cry?

Do you care too much about your appearance?

Are you a jealous person?
i can be. and i hate that...

Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
i guess you could call it that lol

Do you miss anyone?
yes :(

Last person who made you cry?

Does your ex tick you off?
he has before.
he doesn't bother me now though :)
now watch him text me this week just bc i said that!

What are you doing tomorrow?
then going to iciban, then choir practice!

Are you the type of person who has a new boyfriend/ girlfriend every week?
Lord no!

Is there anyone you want to come see you?

Have you ever been cheated on?

Ever given your all to someone who walked away?

Do you like cotton candy?

Who was the last person you had a serious conversation with?
uhh maybe jen?
im not sure.... if not i know Cory & I did!

Are you planning to get knocked up or knock someone up by age 17?
umm no... lol

Do you have siblings?
3 ;)

Have you ever fallen asleep on someone?

How has the past week been for you?
last week was good!
im hoping this week will be even better :)

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
i do :)

What’s on your mind right now?
im tired.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
getting ready to go to bed.

What is your current mood?
....tired lol

Who was the first person you talked to today?
Kendra? lol
i think... then Cory lol

Will this week be a good one?
i sure hope!!

Anything happen to you within the past month that made you really happy?
yes :) :)

Who were you with last night?
church family.
Kay Kenna Nat Callie and Em :)

Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?

Next time you will kiss someone?
wedding day♥

Who should start the kiss, the girl or the boy?

Do you have any plans for the weekend?
big plans ;)

Thursday, September 22, 2011

69 random.

1. The phone rings; who do you want it to be?
Cory, obivously (:

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
ehh... sometimes. lol

3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
talker, for sure.
i do like to listen though!

4. Do you take compliments well?
not at all. i try though.

5. Do you play Sudoku?
i stink at soduku! so no i dont lol

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
that's not likely.

7. Do you like to ride horses?
never have.

8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?

9. What was your favorite game as a kid?
pretty pretty princess :)

10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it? if it was Johnny Depp, yes.
lol jk. and NO!! that's worng.

11. Have you lied to get out of a date?

12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
i have.

13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
lol this is awkward.

14. Use three words to describe yourself?
loud, outgoing & fun :)

15. Do any songs make you cry?

16. Are you continuing your education?
i hate this question.

17. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
kinda sorda.

18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed?
lol what wouldnt i grab?

19. How often do you read books?
not often at all.

20. Do you think more about the past, present or future?
future! :) :)

21. What is your favorite children's book?
ummm idk...
Mr. Popper's Penguins :)
or Island of the Blue Dolphins...

22. What color are your eyes?
blue :)

23. How tall are you?
4'11 & 1/2"! :) :)

24. Where is your dream house located?
on the lake :)

25. Do you have a secret fetish?
lol awkward.

26. Have you tried sushi?
i have.

27. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?

28. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
goodness... idk! Probably Ashley's birthday!

29. When was the last time you were at Church?
last night :)

30. Where was the furthest place you traveled today?

31. What was your favorite job?
this one. lol

32. Do you like mustard?
sure! but not by itself.

33. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
both lol
i need to quit eating though

34. Do you look like your mom or dad?
apparently my mom.. i dont see it though lol

35. How long does it take you in the shower?
20-30 min.

36. Can you do the splits?
Lord no.

37. What movie do you want to see right now?
a new one? Madea's Big Happy Family :)

38. If you could fast forward your life, would you?
umm... yes and no.
yes, cause there are certain things i wanna do.
and no cause i wanna enjoy my time now.

39. What did you do for New Year's?
went to Stead & Mindy's wedding then went to Amy's and celebrated :)

40. Do you think The Grudge was scary?
never watched it.

41. Could you relate to a character in Mean Girls?
im such a Regina. jk jk lol

42. Do you own a camera phone?

43. Do you have an "ex box" with pics and letters from past lovers?
i burned it :) :)

44. Was your mom a cheerleader?
lol no.

45. What's the last letter of your middle name?

46. Do you like your middle name?
i do :)

47. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?

48. Do you like care bears?
not really.

49. What do you buy at the movies?
i dont go.

50. Do you know how to play poker?

51. Do you wear your seatbelt?
yes :)

52. What do you wear to sleep?

53. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
nope lol

54. How many meals do you eat a day?
3 normally.

55. Is your tongue pierced?
never has been, never will be.

56. Ever meet anyone you met on facebook?
yes! Karen Marberry lol

57. Do you read myspace bulletins?
who does?

58. Do you like funny or serious people better?
funny people who know when to be serious :)

59. Ever been to L.A.?

60. Did you eat a cookie today?
no i havent!

61. Do you use cuss words in other languages?
lol no.

62. Do you steal or pay for your music downloads?
i wouldnt call it "stealing" lol

63. Do you hate chocolate?
uhhh i love chocolate!

64. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
idk lol

65. Are you a gullible person?

66. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
no... but he sure does help :)

67. If you could have any job what would it be?
to be Ariel at Disney World ♥

68. Are you easy to get along with?
yes :)

69. What is your favorite time of day?
evening :)

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

boredom post.

Who were you with last night?
when i got home i was with Carri, Mason, Gracie, Mama, Emily & Daddy :)
then i went walking (dancing, really) with Nat and Callie :)

What woke you up this morning?
alarm -_- then Emily. lol

Where are you?

Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
i sure hope so...

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
my mom and Gracie and Carri!

When's the last time you cried?
this afternoon.


Ever thrown up in public?
funny you ask that.
yes i have.

Passed out because of alcohol?
never :)

What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?
lots of stuff.


Would you take a bullet for anyone?
darlin, i would catch a grenade for ya!! ;)
lol yes, i would.

Where would you like to live?
:) :)

What kind of house would you like?
a cozy one ♥

What do you want to be when you grow up?
a house wife.

Where do you see yourself in years?
married with 2 kids, maybe 3 :)

Who was the last person that left you a comment?
uhh i dont remember lol

Are you good friends with this person?

How often do you log in to facebook?
dont have one... =/


Do you like candy necklaces?:
yesssss :)

When's the last time you fell or ran into something?
lol i dont remember, but it wasnt long ago!

Do you still go trick or treating?
if i could i so would.

What was the last thing you ate?
sandwich and chis a MSD :)

Are you a fast typer?

About how many people have you driven with?
Lord... i dont even know!

What are you doing this weekend?
going to see Les Miserables♥
then going to RB with my boo♥

Whats your favorite type of soda?
thats hard! (TWSS lol)
i love Spirte.. so i know thats one.
and its a tie between Dr. Pepper and Diet Coke.

Have you ever moved?

Have you ever won an award?
yep :)

How many times have you eaten sushi?

What do you want to do right now?
hang with Cory ♥
of course lol
(Tristan, i love you for this. lol)

Are you listening to music right now?

Are you with someone right now?
well, Brian is right down the hall i think lol

Whats a word or phrase that you love?
"Oh my Lord!" and "How Fuuuu-nny" lol

How long until your birthday?
10 months.

When were you the saddest in your whole life?
when i was lost lol

What time is it now?
4:40 :D

Do you think anyone will repost to this?

What makes you ticked off?
dont even get me started.

Have you ever had a song written about you?
yes :)

What song makes you cry?
Mama's Song :(

What songs makes you happy?
Im Yours :)

What do you like to listen to before you go to bed?

Do you have a job??
i do!

What does Your CD player have in it right now?
Long Family lol

If you were a crayon what color would you be?
red... obviously.

What makes you happy?
and the Lord♥

^-^ 4'11 & 1/2'!

red :)



What are you wearing?
black shirt, turquoise scarf, gray skirk & black flats.

What taste is in your mouth?
tea-ish lol

Do you have a bad habit?
kinda. lol
i think everyone does!

Friday, August 19, 2011


im sure youre all wondering why im screaming... well, it just so happens that....

I. HAVE. A. JOB!!!!! =D =D a good job too :) :) i start Monday and right now its part-time, but im hoping that it'll work into full-time or something! :) :) anyways, i know i posted yesterday about the interview, so if you saw it & said even the slightest prayer i really appreciate it!! :) :) :) :)

much love & fair winds followers!
♥--RaE. (the working girl!)

Thursday, August 18, 2011

random blogging urges leads to nonsense blogging.

its not very often that i get a random urge to blog.

but for some reason i did today :) i thought it'd be nice since i like.. NEVER blog. i tried to think of something really interesting to blog about.. nothing. then i realized that i had blogged about needing a job... well guess what?! =D no. i dont have a job. BUT i do have an interview tomorrow morning at 10!!!! =D its at a place called Benefit Professionals & it's a receptionist job which is EXACTLY what i've been wanting to be for forever! im not sure what the place is all about. i know that's crazy, but all i know is that i am really hoping that if it's the Lord's will i can get it =) he knows i need it! lol thank God tomorrow is FRIDAY! i love weekends! on a normal weekend, i'd get to see Cory... but i dont think that's gonna happen this one :( it's been a while since we've gone this long without seeing each other. i hate every minute of it to be honest... but i know it'll pay off one day ;) our one year is a week from Saturday! i honestly can't believe its already been almost a year!! unfortunately, our one year is the same day as the annual rafting trip :( we were gonna go... but Cory informed me that he didn't want to =( which is okay! cause it is our anniversary. and of course i get ragged by EVERYONE saying "its not like y'all are married!" & "i can't believe you're not going because of some boy!!" lol so i know you'll miss me if you're going... sorry! lol anyways, i know people are gonna call me crazy, but i can not wait for winter!! i just love it! i hate being cold... but i love winter clothes! i have every intention to lose my weight by this Christmas so i can wear adorable clothes and be smaller. (i dont want to hear your comments on whether or not im fat. lol) so i know i mentioned this in my other blog, but we are just a few days away from figuring out that that little stinker chilling out in my sister's belly is!!! =D AHHH! i absolutely can't wait! well, if you guys could remember me tomorrow at around 10 am, that would be greatly appreciated! :) a quick prayer is all i need :) have a great weekend!
fair winds followers :)

Monday, August 15, 2011

from the no good blogger, Rae

so yeah.. just wanna apologize for like NEVER blogging unless its a survey lol i actually started a really good one about revival & was gonna finish it forever ago.... yeah that never happened lol of course. anyways, things have actually been pretty good! Ash got married one Friday night & it was presh :) she looked gorgeous! and then Lizzy got married the next! it was so fun! :) well, sometime at the beginning of the week i got a text from Hilary saying that she wanted me to take a trip with her to see Jordan (her pretty much boyfriend now!! sorry Hilary, i had to tell lol everyone knows anyways!) and of course i was dying to go! Daddy decided to procrastinate once again and not let me know my answer till Friday night at the reception and we were leaving the next morning lol soooo she came over about 9:30 saturday morning and we headed off! :) our first road trip!! lol well, just as we are about to cross the state line Hilary has the sudden realization that she had forgotten her church clothes! so we wound up not even going to church like we'd planned. Jordan didnt want us to anyways lol we got there around 12:30 or so :) safely! Jordan looked great! his foot... not so much. lol he has yet to get his hard cast on bc they're waiting on the swelling to go down. anyways, wanna know what we did? watched movies :) lol yeah that's it. Jordan complained about how badly he wanted to go upstairs... so Sunday Josh & Logan helped him up the stairs! Jordan apparently lives up there, so he was dying to be "home" lol again, we watched more movies. Nothing, and i mean nothing, will wear you out more than just sitting around and watching 10 movies in a weekend! lol but i must admitt i had a blast :) Hilary will kill me for putting this, but its not like most everyone doesnt know anyways, she and Jordan are just too cute :) Sunday we got up (Hilary, late lol) & left Josh & Ashley's around 9:30. Hilary was gonna take me shopping for being such an amazing friend cause i went there and "did nothing" lol but in all honesty, i didnt care. the only bad thing was that i missed Cory really bad! and he wasnt able to come hang with us :( we're thinking a double "date" next time we road trip it up there :) lol anyways, we got up & went to Jordan's to get some movies... plus i didnt wanna deny Hil the chance to see her man lol so we accidentally stayed there for about an hour. (we had to leave at 12. Hilary had to get home) then we waited on Jazz and Ash & headed off the their fave restaurant, The Golden Eagle. lol the first time i tried it, it wasnt all that good.... so i was kinda like ehhhhhh... BUT this time it actually was pretty good! we ate and unfortunately didnt have enough time to go shopping :( which was fine lol we started home! i fell asleep :) which hardly ever happens for me on trips. some perverted trucker honked at us due to his inappropriate sign he had taped to his window... Hil and I sped on and laughed. lol when we got in Stevenson, we decided to stop at Mcd's. well, i ordered an ice cream and a sweet tea... and i almost changed my order, but decided not to worry about it. well, normally if i ever get an ice cream cone at mcd's they make them GINORMOUS! yeah. not this time. it was little lol we got home around 2 something and i came home to no one :( mom was getting the little sister at school! it was her first day of 10th grade :( that girl is growing up SO fast. not to mention, she's only 15 & already taller than me! & i know that's not saying much, but still! she's not supposed to be lol she's looking more and more like my older sister Rebecca EVERY DAY! speaking of Rebecca, most of you know that she and Jed are expecting a BABY! :) i grow more and more excited as it goes! she finds out what our little stinker is a week from today!!!! =D ahh!! everyone is saying girl. which is what im hoping madly for cause i know that's what she wants... even though Jed wants a boy. and even people are having dreams about her having a girl.. alas, i am the only one to dream of her having a boy. and now watch ME jinx it & her have a boy! lol id be happy as long as its healthy. but we do call "it" a girl a whooole lot. either way :) I will be an Aunt this coming January :) :) well, i am procrastinating as we speak (it runs in the family) and i have some cleaning to do! hope everyone has a great day!
fair winds followers!
♥RaE. (the no good blogger)

Saturday, August 13, 2011


Think of the last person you texted; who is it and why are they important to you?
Cory :) & bc he's the love of my life!!
Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?
i cant remember who it was lol
maybe Antonia just messing around? if so, yes! i love herrrr!!!!

What are you doing later on?
i have no idea! Hilary and I are at Jordan's, so we'll probably just lounge around and watch movies :)

Do you think somebody likes the same person you do?
umm... they better not lol

Do you believe there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay?
nope. no way.

Have you ever turned to drinking or smoking to solve a problem?

Have you ever been kissed in a car?

Was the first person to text you today a boy or a girl?
boy :)
What is one question people always ask you?
it's a tie between, " tall are you?" and "how old are you?"

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
No thanks.
Do you know anyone that's married?

Where are you going to be at 4:00 tomorrow?
probably at Jordan's lol

How many things in your past do you regret?
none. i dont regret things anymore, they've brought me to where i am today & i love it here :)

How good is your eyesight?
Who's always there for you unconditionally?
family & cory :)

What were you doing at 9:00 this morning?
getting ready to leave for Smyrna

What was the last thing you drank?

Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy?
there is :) :)

Three days in a hotel or NFL game tickets?
depends where the hotel is...

Do you think you are an argumentative person?
ummm yes lol
Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now?

American Idol; watch the auditions or whole contest?
mostly the auditions... i dont really have time to watch the whole thing.

When your friend is telling you all of their problems - do you truly care?
uhh yeah!

How has today been for you?

What is your favorite food?
mexican :)

What are you excited for today?
mine & hilary's first road trip! :) :) and seeing Jordan!

What are your plans for tomorrow?
not sure... hanging with Jordan for sure sometime during the day :)

Do you want your life to stay the way it is right now forever?
i would make a few changes :)

Do you believe what comes around goes around?
sure does
Are you giving up on someone?
never ever :)

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
oh yeah lol
Have you lived in the same place your whole life?
not the same house, but the same area!

Would you go to a fashion school?
im not artistcally talented lol

Are you counting down for anything?
yes yes yes :) :)

Where is your ex?
? who cares? lol

What is the closest thing to you that is blue?
Jordan's shirt lol

What's the worst thing a bf/gf has ever said to you?
not sure....

Short term dating, or long term relationship?
long term is the way to go :)

Last person you said ‘I love you’ to?
Cory Lynn :)

Would you date someone who smokes?

Do you use the word ‘epic’ daily?

Last time you were in a car, what were you doing?
riding to Jordan's lol
Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?
Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
i mightve....
Who was the last person you texted before you went to bed last night?

Saturday, July 9, 2011

why am i up?!

okay, so yeah its probably not the best idea that i am awake right now... considering the bad mood ive been in today and that i have to get up in less than 5 hours. =/ anyways, i was looking for something to do while i let the laptop charge... oh the things i do to be able to sleep. yeah, i absolutely HAVE to have a tv or some kind of movie playing... its habbit and i hate it =/ i wish i could get out of it, but i cant. there's always a constant ringing in my ear when i try to sleep without it =( anyways, so im on my friend's desktop while the laptop charges for a bit :) anyways, Lord... idk what to even blog about!! haha! i have been up to absolutely nothing but cleaning bc my mother goes CRAZY in the month of July and absolutely has to have every thing done 3 weeks before revival even begins. jk, but she does go crazy on us! she always redecorates the house & decides she wants to paint! smart right? WRONG!! my room is pink =/ like... bright bubble gum pink... not really suiting for me anymore... in all honesty, it never has been haha! anyways, so shes wanting to paint my room a "neutral"color.... revival is 2 weeks away.... yeah. we havent even chosen a color. not to mention, while we're trying to clean house... my older sister and brother-in-law have moved in with us due to air-conditioning problems. -_- not that i mind having my sister back! its just harder than i thought.... haha! mother got on to me saying that i dont need to make them feel like a burden on us... but honestly, who wants to share a bathroom with 2 other girls when its hard enough to share with one? not to mention ive slept with my younger sister EVERY night since they've been there! and she hogs my bed =/ no fun... besides fussing with my older sister like i always have, its not TOO big of a deal to have them there.. but i do wish we had an extra bed =/ lol well, Cory Lynn is in Orlando! loser went to Universal!! can you say LUCKY?! yeah, i would love to get away! luckily, after not seeing each otehr for a week and a half, he came to see me last wednesday night and went to church with me :) then he left thursday night & they stopped in GA, and made it to Orlando safely Friday morning :) i miss him!! we took a "ladies trip" to the smokies back in april & he just went on and on about how he wanted me to come home and junk. of course, i was having fun... & yes i wanted to come home cause i missed him too! but i still had a good time! lol anyways, i totally know what he was feeling now... i actually wish i were with him cause that would mean id get to see him all day every day and that id get to go to Universal! =D lol needless to say, im ready for him to come see me next wednesday! we're pretty emotionally attatched to one another :) which i guess could be a bad thing in some ways. but seriously, he's the best friend i could EVER ask for! like... i can go to him with absolutely anything :) back when the power was out for like... almost a week, my nerves went HAYWIRE. i cried every single night for like 5 days. it started on the monday before the tornado and Cory and I had went through something & so we cried together on the phone.... then tuesday the tornado hit & we acted like we were both dying & told each other we loved each other every 5 min.. lol then after that my nerves went crazy on me. i felt bad bc here i was my family alive, my boyfriend alive, friends alive... & all these people had lost loved ones in this... yet i could not get ahold of my nerves! it was awful... & in all honesty, Cory was the only person i felt like i could go to without feeling stupid. i cried to him every night for about 5 nights!! and he would try his very best to calm my nerves down or help me :) it really showed me what a best friend he really was to me. ive never been able to go to someone like that, other than my mother & even sometimes we all know how mothers are... they still dont understand lol, but i just feel so thankful to be able to have someone i can litterally call my best friend! and im not trying to go all mushy-blog on ya... im just saying :) he's the best friend i think God has ever given me :) & not to mention i love him very much :) (or so big, for Jenny's sake =P) so its kind of a 2-for-1 deal :) anyways! i think im actually starting to get sleepy =D yay! im pretty sure the mtn dew baja blast i had a taco bell didnt help... lol well, its off to try to sleep for less than 4 & 1/2 hours! goodnight & much love ♥
fair winds followers :)

Saturday, July 2, 2011

somewhere over the rainbow...

well hello there!! its been a good bit, has it not? i believe the last time i blogged was right before Plevna's revival! which was about 3 weeks ago... i guess im not the best blogger =P lol anyways, Plevna was great! =] i did NOT wanna leave at all. i absolutely love it there!! i stayed with Cory's sister & parents and i felt so at home! i absolutely love them! i cried when i left... of course. i seriously think that the older i get, the more emotional i become! ive always been a total drama queen.. but geez. do i have to cry all the time? lol anyways, after that was Park City/ Scotsburro... i only made it to Park City... sorry Kenna. lol it wasnt so bad there! i went sunday night and... thursday night! Sunday night someone recieved it! the girl was speaking in tongues SIDEWAYS!!!! no joke. i saw it! it was crazy lol thursday night was good too. i went with my friend Callie and then we went to best buy for her mom and KRISPY KREAME! =D all i had to do was mention it and Lorie was like "OKAY!" coolest. mom. ever. i love that woman! she's called me before to talk to me about some stuff and no joke we talked for FOREVER. it was great! anyways, Oak Grove was this past week. i went all day Sunday! Sunday morning was the singing & i must say that even though Cory is my boyfriend he did a GREAT job on the guitar :) i absolutelty love that he plays and the fact that he's so good at it! :) anyways, before i start drooling, lol Sunday night was really good! i went Wednesday night too.. it was good. we went out to eat & dummy me misunderstood my mother & thought she was okay with me going to eat in scotsburro which is the complete opposite direction of my house! lol it was okay though :) & i havent done anything interesting these past 2 days. until tonight... i went to a cookout at Lizzy's :) it was fun! well, i guess i've bored you all enough for now! ;)
fair winds follwers!

Thursday, June 9, 2011

hey you. (: im so bored and should be cleaning my room... but we all know how that goes :) so i decided to blog. if nobody knows, my older sister, Rebecca Sims, makes the most adorable flowers! Her business is Blossoms by Becca :) they're adorable! and she just made the cutest Damask print flower that i am more than stoked to wear :) just thought id share that and if anyone ever needs a cutesy flower, i can get you some pics and show ya :) anyways, i honestly have no reason to blog.. other than the fact that im bored and procrastinating on cleaning up my room. im so lazy (: haha! i cant believe Cory will be off of work in less than an hour... he's been working a lot lately! im so proud of him :) myself, not so much! :/ im such a loser! haha i seriously need to get my fat end up and get a job. im just scared! if you know me, you know im like... the most outgoing person you've pretty much ever met! and you know that i can talk a LOT and to just about ANYONE! but when it comes to confrontation, i freak. i am the most easily intimated person... applying for a job completely tears my nerves to pieces! :( maybe ill get over it. lol one day. anyways, im so ready for this weekend & this coming week! Plevna's revival starts!! and Uncle Matt AND Uncle Ollie (yes, Bro. Ollie Taylor is my uncle!) are running it! :) im really hoping for a good one! :) if everything goes as planned, ill be there for pretty much the whole week! you know what i need to do? go on a diet. i can hear you all out there that are reading this say: "OH MY LORD!! NO YOU DONT!" ha! for those of you who thought that or anything to do with me NOT going on a diet... thanks :) for those of you that might've thought the opposite... stop reading now -_- haha! jk jk. i completely agree. my mom is on weight watchers and for some odd reason im getting motivations to diet! so i think i might start. i may blog about it :) i actually lost around 8 pounds back in march! i felt awesome! then i went to the Smokies... let myself splurge and....... well we all know how that goes! i quit the diet thinking "hmm.. im sure if i just keep cutting back, ill be okay!" NOT! :( ugh. anyways, maybe one day ill lose all my weight :) my aunt got Zumba & i simply love it! its hardcore! lol but i looooove it! my mom wants to get it which totally makes me psyched! i love to dance! i remember the good old days when me, Kendra and Kayla would come up with the CHEESIEST (or should i say... Cheetah-ist, Kenna. ha! she'll get it) dances and think we were the coolest girls ever! just cause we knew how to make up dances. nothing made my life better than those moments :) i truly do miss it! i remember the VERY first dance we EVER made up! haha i have a video of it! and pictures :) we were so chubby and cute! haha and to look back on that hair!! hahahaha!! oh man. those were seriously the days. and who could forget all the times Chelsea and I had those "emotional talks"? haha! we were talking about that the other night & just laughed :) im glad i can look back on that stuff and see how i grew from it.
one thing i especially remember is the day that Hilary, Ashley, Becca, Me, Chelsea, Kayla and Kendra ALL decided we were having too many problems and we were gonna talk them out. so we did :) all 7 of us sat in a cirlce in Becca's room & told each other what our problems were with one another. before hand, we all promised that no matter what was said we would try our very hardest not to get mad & that we'd just try & fix the problems :) & we did. i believe that helped us! we cried and laughed & seriously told each other what we disliked about each other. the thing i remember them telling me the most is that i was hateful... haha! shocker there. im proud of the things like that. and im proud thatr my friends and i were able to overcome such silly, petty little things and talk it out :) but Lord knows that if we did that now..... oh goodness. there's no telling what would be said! anyways, i remember a time when all Hilary & I wanted to do was talk on the phone. that's all we cared about! and when we were penpals! that and we were all like inserperable! ahhhh :) good times! idk why im "reminiscing" on the old days....? guess like i felt like boring you guys some more :) i guess i've went on and on enough for right now...
expect another survey and maybe another blog! im thinking... old pictures :) maybe!
fair winds followers!