Thursday, June 9, 2011

hey you. (: im so bored and should be cleaning my room... but we all know how that goes :) so i decided to blog. if nobody knows, my older sister, Rebecca Sims, makes the most adorable flowers! Her business is Blossoms by Becca :) they're adorable! and she just made the cutest Damask print flower that i am more than stoked to wear :) just thought id share that and if anyone ever needs a cutesy flower, i can get you some pics and show ya :) anyways, i honestly have no reason to blog.. other than the fact that im bored and procrastinating on cleaning up my room. im so lazy (: haha! i cant believe Cory will be off of work in less than an hour... he's been working a lot lately! im so proud of him :) myself, not so much! :/ im such a loser! haha i seriously need to get my fat end up and get a job. im just scared! if you know me, you know im like... the most outgoing person you've pretty much ever met! and you know that i can talk a LOT and to just about ANYONE! but when it comes to confrontation, i freak. i am the most easily intimated person... applying for a job completely tears my nerves to pieces! :( maybe ill get over it. lol one day. anyways, im so ready for this weekend & this coming week! Plevna's revival starts!! and Uncle Matt AND Uncle Ollie (yes, Bro. Ollie Taylor is my uncle!) are running it! :) im really hoping for a good one! :) if everything goes as planned, ill be there for pretty much the whole week! you know what i need to do? go on a diet. i can hear you all out there that are reading this say: "OH MY LORD!! NO YOU DONT!" ha! for those of you who thought that or anything to do with me NOT going on a diet... thanks :) for those of you that might've thought the opposite... stop reading now -_- haha! jk jk. i completely agree. my mom is on weight watchers and for some odd reason im getting motivations to diet! so i think i might start. i may blog about it :) i actually lost around 8 pounds back in march! i felt awesome! then i went to the Smokies... let myself splurge and....... well we all know how that goes! i quit the diet thinking "hmm.. im sure if i just keep cutting back, ill be okay!" NOT! :( ugh. anyways, maybe one day ill lose all my weight :) my aunt got Zumba & i simply love it! its hardcore! lol but i looooove it! my mom wants to get it which totally makes me psyched! i love to dance! i remember the good old days when me, Kendra and Kayla would come up with the CHEESIEST (or should i say... Cheetah-ist, Kenna. ha! she'll get it) dances and think we were the coolest girls ever! just cause we knew how to make up dances. nothing made my life better than those moments :) i truly do miss it! i remember the VERY first dance we EVER made up! haha i have a video of it! and pictures :) we were so chubby and cute! haha and to look back on that hair!! hahahaha!! oh man. those were seriously the days. and who could forget all the times Chelsea and I had those "emotional talks"? haha! we were talking about that the other night & just laughed :) im glad i can look back on that stuff and see how i grew from it.
one thing i especially remember is the day that Hilary, Ashley, Becca, Me, Chelsea, Kayla and Kendra ALL decided we were having too many problems and we were gonna talk them out. so we did :) all 7 of us sat in a cirlce in Becca's room & told each other what our problems were with one another. before hand, we all promised that no matter what was said we would try our very hardest not to get mad & that we'd just try & fix the problems :) & we did. i believe that helped us! we cried and laughed & seriously told each other what we disliked about each other. the thing i remember them telling me the most is that i was hateful... haha! shocker there. im proud of the things like that. and im proud thatr my friends and i were able to overcome such silly, petty little things and talk it out :) but Lord knows that if we did that now..... oh goodness. there's no telling what would be said! anyways, i remember a time when all Hilary & I wanted to do was talk on the phone. that's all we cared about! and when we were penpals! that and we were all like inserperable! ahhhh :) good times! idk why im "reminiscing" on the old days....? guess like i felt like boring you guys some more :) i guess i've went on and on enough for right now...
expect another survey and maybe another blog! im thinking... old pictures :) maybe!
fair winds followers!

my telephone.

1. What is your current ringtone?
soul mate- josh turner :)
text: s&m :D

2. What is your current wallpaper?
Cory Lynn and I :)

3. Do you own a picture phone?
i do!

4. If so, what was the last picture you took?
ummm one of Gracie Rae :)

5. Go to your text message inbox and type what the 10th message from the top says:
"Love!! :) :) let me get out to my car and ill call!! :) :)" -Cory Lynn :)

6. How many contacts do you have on your phone?
oh goodness... idk!

7. Go to your last missed call, who was it?

9. What service do you have?
verizonnnnn :)

10. At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service?

11. Who's on your speed dial number 5?
i dont have my speed dial set.

12. Do you have a voicemail?
sure do.

13. How many contacts that start with the letter D do you have:

14. Who do you call the most?
my parents...

15. How many text messages do you get a month?
i have unlimited texting.

16. Can you send pictures?
yes :)

17. What are the last 4 digits to your number?
wouldn't you like to know?

18. Go to your sent texts, what does the eighth one say?
"Nooo sir!!!! :) :) :) :)"

19. What about the 15th?
"Ill be there all day friday though :)"

20. Who's the last person that you called?

22. Last person that texted you?
Cory Lynn.

23. Last person you added to your address book?
Emilee :D

24. How many minutes are on your plan?
like... 700 to non-verizon.

25. Do you like your phone?
yeah :)

26. What is it?
Droid 2 Global :)

27. Wanna give out your number?
nah :) you want it, ask.

i love surveys and will gladly admitt that i am addicted.

Who was the last person to call you babe?
Cory Lynn.

When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?

If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
well, if you mean like a REAL kiss, ive never been kissed :)
but i kissed my mom just a few min ago on the cheek so of course id give her some more sugar! haha :)

Has someone ever sang a song to you?
yeah i think so :)

Do you play Sudoku?
i. seriously. dislike. soduku.
i can never figure it out!

If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive?
that's not likely.

Have you danced in the rain?
not that i remember :(
that sounds like so much fun!

Would you consider yourself a jock/prep/goth/emo/gangster?
im totally gangster BRUH!
jk, i dont have a label. im just Rae :)

Ever been to the beach?
yep :)

Do you like cheese?
"i sure do. my favorite's gudah!"
She's the Man :)
but for real i do like cheese :)

Have you ever been to the emergency room?
not that i remember...

Do you like hot or cold weather more?
in the summer, i get psyched up for winter and i miss Christmas....
but during the winter i DIE for the summer!

How many different kinds of meat have you eaten?
like i've kept count.

Do you like winter?
yeah :)

If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would do?
and try to get out.

Would you get plastic surgery?

What color are your eyes?
buh-loooo :D

Do you wish you had smaller feet?
nope. i have itty bitty feet anyways :)
and i love my small feet!

Has a rumor been spread about you?
lol im sure there has been.

Have you written a secret admirer letter?

Would you pretend to like something to please your partner?
i actually tried to like that dumb music Cory used to listen to all the time so we'd have something to talk about & so i could impress him. some of it was okay! and i did like it... the rest is junk. lol

Favorite Ex?
Jack Pritchett, for sure!
we're like great pals now & i love him to death!

Are you insecure about your weight?
its my biggest insecurity.

Do you look like your mom or dad?

How long does it take you in the shower?

Do you watch reality tv?

What did you do for New Years Eve?
went to Stead & Mindy's wedding with Cory Lynn
then to Amy's to celebrate!! :D :D

Do you think The Grudge was crappy?
i never watched it.

Last sporting event attended?
basketball game?

Was your mom a cheerleader?
ha! no.

Were you a planned pregnancy for your parents?
as far as i know.

What is your middle name?
LeeAnn :)

How old was your mom when she gave birth to you?
ummm 29?

How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
ummm 11 i guess?

What do you buy at the Movies?
i never go to the movies.

Do you know how to play poker?
i was taught how... lol
but i dont remember :)

Do you wear your seatbelt?
all the time.
its rare that i dont.

What do you wear to sleep??
pajamas :)

Anything big ever happen in your town?
not especially.

Is your hair straight or curly?
curly! :)
well, not now lol

Is your tongue pierced?
gag! no.
that's tacky.

Do you like Liver and Onions?
nope. that just sounds gross!

Do you like funny or serious people better?
i love funny people that know when to be serious.

Ever been to Hollywood?

Who is on your mind right now?
Cory Lynn.

Any plans for tonight?
not that i know of.

Do you hate chocolate?
looooove it.

What do you and your parents fight about the most?
they dont really fight that much...

Are you a gullible person?
oh yes!

Ever go to a theme or costume party?

If you could have any job what would it be?
Ariel or Belle at Disney World :)

Are you easy to get along with?
ususally :)

Are you a generally happy person?

The phone rings; who do you want it to be?
Cory Lynn.

In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
talker, for sure.

Do you take compliments well?
i try to!
they make me feel tons better :)

If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it?
Lord no!

Have you lied to get out of a date?

Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
i have.

Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
if i knew they'd wanna pursue me, i'd pursue them.

Do any songs make you cry?

Are you continuing your education?

Do you think more about the past, present or future?
i've thought more about the future lately :)

Where is your dream house located?
...hmmm idk! :)

Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?

When was the last time you were at Church?
Sunday night!

Where was the furthest place you traveled today?
my mom's closet. lol

If you could fast forward your life, would you?
just to look...
id wanna come back though lol

Could you relate to a character in Mean Girls?
not really.

Do you have an "ex box" with pics and letters from past lovers?
i burnt it!! :D

Ever meet anyone you met on Facebook?
yeah! lol

Ever been to L.A.?

Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
i need my Cory Lynn! :)
he makes me happier than ever!

You kissed the last person you texted, right?

Has anyone said they love you in the last week?
yeah :)

Think back to June. Do you remember who you liked?
this June? or last?
we'll go with last.

Do you still like that person?

Has anyone told you they don't ever wanna lose you?

What do you do when you have a bad day?
vent to Cory Lynn.

What's on your mind right now?
allergies :(

Is there a person of the same sex who means a lot to you?
my mom :) :)
and sisters!

Do you care what people think about you?

Is it usually easy for someone to make you smile?
usually :)

What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
either on here or in bed :)

What's your biggest problem at the moment?

Are you planning on going to college?
that's the plan..

What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
i might've been praying?

Do you love where you live?
yeah :)

Would you ever get a tattoo?
its possible.

Spell your name without an A:

Do you like hugs?

Who last hugged you?
umm mama?

Are you drifting away from your best friend?

Do you know any people who have messed up your life?
i used to think there was someone.
but i made that mistake myself & i am now thankful for it!
cause it brought me where i am today & i love where i am!

Are you a different person now than you were five years ago?
Lord yes!
i've grown up a LOT.

How will this weekend be?

Who was your last boyfriend?
before Cory?

For how long?
3 weeks. ha!

Are you waiting for anyone to text you?

Anything you're avoiding?

Last time you were upset?

Does everyone deserve a second chance?
i think so.

Have you ever lost someone who meant a great deal to you?
yes :(

Are you close to your father?
yeah :)

Are you thinking about a certain person right now?
you asked this already...
just in a different way.
and im still thinking about Cory!
shocker there.

Do you think they're thinking about you too?

Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
Lord no!!!!

Have you ever received a text message that made you cry?
yeah :)

If so, from who?
Cory Lynn... friends....

Do you think you'll have the same boyfriend/..girlfriend a year from now?
yes i will :)

Where are you at the moment?
in my room.

Wishing for anything new?
not really.

Do you miss anyone?
umm yes!!!!!

Did you have a dream last night, what was it about?
it was weird.
i remember Karen Marberry was in it & she & Andrew Gamble had broken up & he had some other gf & we were talking about it!
and Cory Lynn was like barely talking to me...
for some reason he's awful to me in my dreams!

Single or taken?
taken :)

Whats on your walls?
pictures of Marylin Monroe, James Dean, Humphrey Bogart, Clark Gable & Audrey Hepburn :) :) and a sign that says Inspire Imagine Dream.
i love old movie stars!!

Do you have any photos of you and your friends?
sure do!

What are your plans for tomorrow?
shopping!! :) :)

Who of the opposite sex, non family, has seen you at your worst?
Cory Lynn.

Has anyone ever told you, you were amazing?
yeah :)

When was the last time you completely broke down?

Do you like late night phone calls?
ehhh... depends.

Are you wearing anything that doesn't belong to you?

Whats better, amazing eyes or amazing smile?
BOTH! :) :)

Is heartbreak really as bad as it sounds?
it is a WHOLE lot worse than it sounds.

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

the other side of me.

Emotional side*
1. When you are stressed, what is the first thing you do?
go to Cory Lynn! im constantly unloading oh him lol bless it.

2. Does crying really make things better or worse?
depends. sometimes better, sometimes worse.

3. Is there anyone you can tell everything to?
definitely! i tell Cory Lynn pretty much everything! and my mom :)

4. What calms you down the most?
hmmm.. either Cory Lynn (of course) or talking to my self.. yes, i do that.

5. Any kind of music that makes you feel better?
hmm.. maybe something that fits my mood? i haven't really noticed too much.

6. Are you generally a happy person?
most definitely!

7. What or who puts the biggest smile on your face?
Cory Lynn and my mama! :) and my cousin Will!

7. Do you ever over-react on the smallest things?

8. Ever suffer from bad depression or anxiety?
not really... a few years ago i went through a little bit of a depressed stage, but i got out of it :)

9. Mad about something?

10. Happy about something?
sure :)

*Loving side*
1. currently with someone? yes sir! :D

2. happy about that? extremely! :)

3. how long now? a little over 9 months :)

4. have you married this person or got engaged? nope ;)

5. like to cuddle? if it were holy!

6. do you like sensitivity? i do!

7. Is your partner open about their feelings towards you? very! he's not afraid to let me know his feelings.

8. still in love? very much so :) :)

9. do looks really matter? no, but my boyfriend is beautiful :)

10. if they don’t like your family or friends, does that really matter?
well, it matters a LOT if they dont like my family. i wouldnt like it if he didnt like my friends, but we're not around my friends a lot, so they haven't really had the chance to get to know one another.

11. who starts the most arguments? depends.

*Friendly side*
1. have besties in your life?
yeah :)

2. who are they?:
Cory Lynn, Mama, Lizzy, Emily, Amber & Kenna.

3. do you see them alot?
most of the time :)

4. do they like the guy/girl you are with?
i do believe so.. he makes me happy & i honestly think thats the only thing that matters :)

5. which one lives the fartherest away?
Cory Lynn :(

6. do you get along with everyone?
i get along with almost anyone!
or i try to anyways.

7. are you too nice of a person towards people?
sometimes i really am.
i hate confrontation.

8. would you give anything to someone in need of help?
most definitely! im the type that no matter what someone has done to me, im gonna be the best friend i can be...

9. would you consider ever getting a tatto of your bff on you?
ha! no.

10. what about your lover?
lol noooo.

11. know anyone two-faced?
but let's be for real.. aren't we ALL a little but 2-faced??

*Physical Side*
1. are you a lover or fighter?
lover :) but i will fight for what i love!

2. ever been in a fist-fight?
nope lol

3. have you been in a abusive relationship?

4. are you more to verbally fight or physically fight?
im definitely a verbal fighter.

5. do you consider yourself in shape?
oh Heavens no!

6. what features do you wish to change?

7. ever have anything from your body removed?
wisdom teeth.

*your weird side*
1. ever wonder what was on the “other side”?
Heaven :) duhh.

2. believe there is a heaven?
i don't think this is weird!
YES!!!! more than anything.

3. seen UFO’S latley
nahh not lately. lol

4. wander if animals can talk?
that.... would be so... COOL! lol
jk but wouldn't it be kinda neat?

5. what about the lochness monster?
definitely not.

6. can you watch horror movies by yourself in the dark?
umm i cant even watch them with a bunch of people in broad daylight!

7. is your doors always locked at night?
our doors leading outside are.

8. ever sing in front of the mirror?
of course!

9. name something you do that you normally won’t admit bc it is strange?
lol i admit it to people, but whenever i try on an outfit or fix my hair i pose in the mirror to make sure i look okay when i smile.. just in case i take pictures :) haha!! im so lame.

10. ever believe that there was little green men that take your stuff and hide it while you sleep ?
i probably did when i was younger... my imagination was GINORMOUS.

11. ever wander if stars are people we lost? well, according to the lion king....