Thursday, October 20, 2011

30 letters; 30 days♥

I've tried this before, but never finished it!! so im gonna try it again :) lol
I'm gonna write a letter to someone every day for 30 days!
and probably not a consecutive 30 days, but none the less, 30 letters for 30 days :) here are the days and who im gonna write to :)
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Day 1 - Your Best Friend.

Day 2 - Your Crush.

Day 3 - Your Parents.

Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)

Day 5 - Your Dreams.

Day 6 - A Stranger.

Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend

Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.

Day 9 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.

Day 10 - Someone You Don’t Talk Too As Much As You’d Like To.

Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk To.

Day 12 - The Person You Dislike The Most.

Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Understand You.

Day 14 - Someone You’ve Drifted Away From.

Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.

Day 16 - Someone That’s Not In Your State/Country.

Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.

Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be More Like.

Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)

Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.

Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Their First Impression.

Day 22 - Someone You Want To Give A Second Chance To.

Day 23 - The Last Person You Texted.

Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favortie Memory.

Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.

Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Promise To.

Day 27 - The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.

Day 28 - Someone That Changed Your Life.

Day 29 - The Peson That You Want To Tell Everything To, But Are Too Afraid To.

Day 30 - Your Reflection In The Mirror.

im. so. bored.

ABOUT YOU

name:
Rachael

nick-name
Rae

todays date:
10-20-11

birthday:
7-24-92

age:
19

grade:
out :)

zodiac sign:
Leo♥

birthstone:
ruby :)

hair:
red.

eyes:
blue.

height
lol 4'11&1/2"
no, im not kidding.

you in one word:
bubbly :)

hobbies:
singing, dancing, being with Cory♥, going to church, texting, talking.

label yourself:
Holiness :)

play any sports?
uhhh nuh. lol

REALATIONSHIPS

virgin
yeah.

orientation
STRAIGHT.

longest realatiinship
1 year and (almost) 2 months♥ --and still going!--

are you single:
taken :)

how much older do you date:
uhh... idk?
I only date one guy lol

how much younger:
Cory is a yr and 4 months younger.

FAVES

book:
Are You Lonesome Tonight?

drink:
i have a few...
water, sweet tea, sprite, root beer, diet coke & cream soda :)

food:
steak and salad.

t.v. show:
i have a lot.

mythical creature:
bacon hawk. lol

color:
purple :)

website:
pintrest.com
♥♥

magazine:
17

month:
July- December :)

cartoon:
spongebob and blue's clues :)

comic book:
Archie lol

YOUR MUSIC

fave band:
BSB :)

fave CD:
normally a mixed one.

fave radio station:
103.7 & 104.3.
& i love lite 96.9 during the Holidays :)

HAVE YOU EVER

been in a fight?
not really.

shoplifted?
nope.

been expelled?
uhh no.

had detention?
lol yeah.

been arrested?
no.

had anger classes?
nope.


had a therapist?
lol no

done drugs?
nope.

been on probation?
never.

failed a class?
no

worn your EXs clothes?
yeah.

skinny dipped?
lol no.

LAST PERSON...

you talked to:
outloud?
Brian.

kissed:
either mama or Mason.

hugged:
Mason, i think.

said:
"good."
i think lol

punched:
YOUR FACE.
jk lol idk, probably Cory. lol

spent the night with:
ummm... Carri?

CAN YOU / ARE YOU?

dance:
i can

sing:
not in my opinion.

draw:
ehh..


roll your tounge:
yes!

write poetry:
ehh.. not especially lol

double jointed:
im not.

a smoker:
nope :)

a drinker:
noooo

a pack rat:
not really lol

IFs

you were a plant youd be:
a flower!

you had a super power itd be:
to read minds like Edward.

could change yourself 1 way youd:
lose weight lol

you could hang with a celeb itd be:
hmm...
Taylor Lautner♥ lol

you could kill and get away w/ it youd kill:
NO ONE!!

you were an animal youd be:
either a monkey, or a lion!!

ONE OR THE OTHER

tea or coffee:
tea.

rain or shine:
shine :)

cat or dog:
either

dino or robots:
robots.

ninja or pirate:
pirate.

kiss or hug:
both.

english or math:
ehh.. neither lol

MTV or FUSE:
MTV even though i don't watch it lol

sound or silence:
SOUND.

winter or summer:
both lol

spring or fall:
both!!

boys or girls
BOYS.

stripes or dots
idc lol

acoustic or electric
acoustic♥

black or white
it don' matter ;) lol get it?
like the michael jackson song?!
hahahaha! im so funny. jk lol

vans or chucks
vans.

preps or punks
prep.

emo or scene
? idk what scene is?

tattoos or piercings
tat.

blondes or brunettes
blonde :)

RANDOMNESS

your best friend is
a boy.

you hate____the most
annoying girls

your pet peeve is
i have a few lol

what makes you happy
God & Cory♥

what makes you angry
boys.

your dysfunction is
im just too perfect.
BAHAHAHAHA! jk jk lol
i forgive reeeaaallllyy easily.

your biggest fear is
getting cancer and losing my hair.
& getting kidnapped and raped.

one totally random fact on you is
im cold.

what shoes are you wearing
fergie flats :D lol

your lucky # is
idk lol

words you say most are
"Oh my Lord!"
"How fuuun-nyyy"
"You're so dumb."

the most nasty school meal is
i dont remember lol

your Myspace URL is
what's myspace?!
lol jk

you AIM s/n is
i dont have one of those lol

do you keep a journal
used to

do you have a blog
yeah lol

any bad habits
a few.

religious beliefs are
Holiness or .... yeah lol

your most embarassing moment is
that would take forever.

most missed memory is
i have a few of those too.

where are you this very moment
work.

fave quote ever
"To love another person is to see the face of God."
that's just one of them :)

your life dream
to be Ariel in Disney World :)

best thing in your room
bed & tv lol

do you own a digital camera
i do.

do you own an ipod
yeah

are you glad this is over
yes!

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

100 randoms

THE BASICS
1. Name?
just call me Rae :)

2. Gender?
female

3. Status?
taken.<3

4. Age?
19

5. Height?
^-^ 4'11 &1/2"

6. Weight?
none of your business, thank you!

7. Eye color?
blue :)

8. Hair color?
red!

9. Race?
white.

10. Piercings?
none!

11. Where?
home.

12. Tattoos?
zip!

YOUR CRUSH
13. How long have you known this person?
umm... about 4 years?
i knew of him for about a year before we officially "met"

14. How did you meet this person?
he introduced himself :)

15. What made you like him/her?
his personality :) :)

16. Does (s)he have any piercings?
nope.

17. Does (s)he have any tattoos?
no!

18. Smoker or nonsmoker?
non...

19. Favorite thing about this person?
smile, eyes, hair, heighth, personality... ugh! i could go on and ON! :) :)

20. Does (s)he know you like him/her?
yes :) :)

21. Does (s)he like you, too?
yep!

WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE...
22. Color?
purple :)

23. Flower?
rose :)

24. Type of pants?
pajama!

25. Type of shoes?
none lol
either that or flip flops & boots!

26. Tv show?
ANTM :)

27. Song?
oh Lord....
i have so many!

28. Movie?
again, too many :)

29. Food?
steak and salad!

30. Game?
just dance!

31. Candy?
now: white chocolate m&m's :)

32. Book?
are you lonesome tonight?
and of course, The Twilight Saga<3

33. Place to go?
anywhere with Cory :)
and church!<3

34. Website?
pintrest!

THIS OR THAT...
35.Burger King or McDonald's?
ummm McD's.

36. Subway or Firehouse Subs?
both!

37. KFC or Popeye's?
KFC.

38. Pizza Hut or Domino's?
both.

39. Chocolate or vanilla?
vanilla :)

40. PINK TEAM OR BLUE TEAM?
both? lol

41. White or black?
both.. lol

42. Dark or light?
light.

43. Right or left?
right.

44. Wet or dry?
dry.

45. Cold or hot?
in between.

46. Sunny or rainy?
SUNNY.

47. On or off?
on

48. Top or bottom?
lol either

49. Up or down?
up

50. Against a wall or against a door?
wall

51. serious or crazy?
crazy, but know when to be serious.

52. Covered or uncovered?
both

53. Radio or cd?
cd!!

54. Sony PSP or Nintendo DS Lite?
idc lol

55. AIM or MSN?
MSN.

56. Laptop or desktop?
either, honestly.

57. Private or public?
public.

58. Rich or poor?
in between.

59. Love or money?
love <3

60. Sharp or dull?
sharp.

61. Hard or soft?
soft... taco :)

62. Thick or thin?
thick... hair :)

63. Long or short?
LONG... hair :)

64. Water or fire?
water.

65. Crayola or Rose Art?
crayola!

66. Emails or letters?
emails.

67. Sidekick or Blackberry?
sidekick cause they look cooler!

68. Prepaid or monthly?
monthly!!!

69. MTV or BET?
MTV
even though i dont watch it lol

LAST...
70.Picture you took?
uhhhmmm i took one for Cory on Sunday!

71. Thing you bought?
food -_-

72. Person you talked to?
daddy

73. Person you called?
daddy lol

74. Person who called you?
brittany

75. Text message you received?
cory :)

76. Text message you sent?
cory :)

77. Clothes you wore?
scarf, shirt, tank, skirt.

78. Type of underwear you wore?
none of your business!!

79. Thing you said?
"Daddy!"

80. Show you watched?
watching: Bachelorrette Party: Las Vegas lol

81. Place you went?
work.

82. Thought you had?
lol that screws up my thought process cause now im thinking about the question!

83. Dream you had?
uhh it was weird.. that's all i remember!

HOW MANY DO YOU OWN?
84.Cell phones?
well, i only use one...
but i have 2

85. TVs?
in my house we have 5.

86. Computers?
3.

87. Dvd players?
5 (including laptops and computers)

88. VCRs?
2 lol

89. CDs?
sooooo many!!

90. DVDs?
tooooooo many!! lol

91. Pairs of shoes?
gah, idk! lol

92. Belts?
i have one that i wear a lot.

93. Watches?
i only wear one :) its the one Cory's nanny got me :)

94. Rings?
a LOT!

95. Necklaces/chains?
a looooot lol

96. Bracelets/wristbands?
a few!

AND FINALLY...
97.Do you regret taking this survey?
nope...

98. Are you glad it's almost over?
yes! lol

99. Would you do it all over again?
i guess?

100. Will you post it on your page?
its going on my blog as we speak! lol

If I Die Young♥

Well, as most of you know, Taylor Katlin McLain was called home to be with the Lord yesterday morning.<3


Taylor and I knew one another, but undortunately we were not "best friends". she was a total sweetheart and we always would hug and squeal when we saw each other :) She was always so perky and so, so happy!! I remember having an inside joke with her a few years ago about a boy that she liked :) :) Even though we were not super close, yesterday was an awful day for me. I found out she has passed while i was on my lunch and just lost it completely. I couldn't finish my food or anything. I cried off and on for the rest of the day. My heart is so heavy for her family and her friends. I would see pictures of her and all of her friends and they all looked SO close. I honestly can NOT imagine what it would be like to lose someone that close to me.





When I first heard about the wreck, the FIRST person to hit my mind was her boyfriend of about 6 months, Jared. He's such a sweet guy and loved Taylor SO much!! you could see it on his face, & just about every post he made was about his beautiful girlfriend that he loved so much :) My heart breaks for him... I guess it's bc i know what its like to love someone so much... I can not imagine it.. i dont want to. I actually got to talk to him yesterday. He seemed to be trying to stay strong for everyone. I received a text this afternoon stating that he also had a wreck today and totaled his car. Thank God he's okay, though so don't freak out! he's just sore.


i really just can't even get over all this. My thoughts and prayers are with all of her loved ones.


I'm not able to attend the viewing tomorrow night... I wish I could go, but i just dont know that i could handle it. I've already taken it so hard! so unfortunately im gonna sit this one out... so if you don't see me, please don't think i didnt love Tay or her friends, just know that I dont think my mind, or nerves, could handle it.

This also brings me to making sure you all know that I love you. I hope that none of you are, or ever have been, hurt at me. If you have, i am terribly sorry for whatever i said or did. I love you all so much!!
Fair Winds followers. Please stay safe.
<3--RaE.

Friday, October 7, 2011

75.

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
hair

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
uhh... that's a hard question. i love hoodies!

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
ive never been kissed!

4.Do you plan outfits?
sometimes!

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
TIRED.

6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
my hair is on my head... lol

7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
neither?? lol

8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
it was weird, and that's all i can tell you

9. Did you meet anybody new today?
i didnt actually "meet" them, but someone i didnt know came in today lol

10. What are you craving right now?
umm... idk lol

11. Do you floss?
nope.

12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
camping.

13. When was the last time you talked on aim?
i never had aim

14. Are you emotional?
i can be.

15. Would you dance to the taco song?
taco song?
what?! yeah!!

16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
nope lol

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
lick it.

18. Do you like your hair?
when it fixes right!

19. Do you like yourself?
i have very low self-esteem..

20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
i dont think so...

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
no.

22. What are you listening to right now?
nothing.

23. How many countries have you visited?
i've never been outside the us!

24. Are your parents strict?
they can be.

25. Would you go sky diving?
maybe...

26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
yeah!

27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
no...?

28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
a pencil!

29. Have you ever been in a castle?
yes :)

30. Do you rent movies often?
nah

31. Who sits in behind you in your math class?
i don't have a math class...

32. Have you made a prank phone call?
yeah!

33. Do you own a gun?
daddy does.

34. Can you count backwards from 74?
lol if i concentrated.

35. Who are you going to be with tonight?
carri, mack, mason, gracie and em :)

36. Brown or white eggs?
white.

37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
a few things.

38. Ever been on a train?
i think?

39. Ever been in love?
i am now :)

40. Do you have a cell-phone?
sure do!

41. Are you too forgiving?
yes i am.

42. Do you use chap stick?
yes!

43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
going to a haunted house and working!

44. Can you use chop sticks?
not really.

45. Ever have cream puffs?
i dont think so...

46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
nope.

47. What was the last question you asked?
i dont remember...

48. What was the last CD you bought?
? lol

49. Boys or girls?
boys.

50. What is your bus number for school?
i never rode the bus!

51. Is your hair curly?
yes!!

52. Last time you cried?
this morning.

53. Ever walked into a wall?
im sure lol

54. Do looks matter?
not really but they help.

55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?
yeah!

56. Have you ever slapped someone?
yes

57. Favorite time of the year?
Christmas.♥

58. Favorite color?
purple.

59. Are you sarcastic?
noooooo ;)

60. Do you have any tattoos?
nope.

61. The last person you held hands with?
uhhh idk? lol

62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
every night!

63. Where was your default picture taken at?
kendra's!

64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
nope.

65. Do you like your life right now?
love.♥

66. How often do you talk on the phone?
a good bit!

67. What is your favorite animal?
hmm... im not sure!

68. What was the most recent thing you bought?
food -_-

69. Do you have good vision?
yeah!

70. Can you hula hoop?
used to could REAL good!

71. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
i have... and idk why. lol

72. Do you have a job?
i do!

73. Can you handle the truth?
i try...

74. What are you wearing?
hollister shirt and jean skirt with flip flops :) i love casual day!

75. Have you ever crawled through a window?
yep lol

I couldn't be happier, no!

goodness. can i just say something??
one of the things i dislike most is unnecessary drama posted for ALLLLL the internet world to see... UGH. and some people just really need to GROW. UP!! that's something else that ticks me off. silly little girls who post their problems all over the social networking world so they can start something. and then if someone ever commented on it and voiced their opinion, i just KNOW they'd blow up and get mad... here's a tip: if you post it for the world to see, that means the world has a right to voice their opinion. am i not right??

anyways, sorry about that. things just seems to get to me, even if it doesn't involve me lol like i said, i just don't like unnecessary drama! & NO it hasnt happened to me lol or anybody! i just know how some people are and just happened to come up on something and it kinda set me off lol well, Melia is getting married tomorrow!!!!!! unfortunately im not able to go... =( but... i do have some veeerrrrryyyy exciting news!!!!

I'M GOING TO SEE WICKED!!!!!!!!! my life couldnt be more complete! or should i say as Glinda does, "I couldn't be happier." :D
anyways, i just wanted to get that out and let you in on a little piece of my exciting life ;)

much love & fair winds, followers!
♥--RaE.

Monday, October 3, 2011

another♥

This is seriously going to get personal, you ready?
have at it!

If you were caught cheating, would you fess up?
....if i was caught, i obviously would have to fess up. lol

The last time you felt honestly broken?
june.

Are you craving something?
not really...

If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
to be asleep :)
or to be with Cory!

Would you rather have ten kids, or none?
im not sure...
possibly 10 kids.

What do you hear right now?
people upstairs and brian.

Is your bed against more than one of your walls?
nope.

What’s on your mind right now?
im tired and ready to be off!

Are you there for your friends?
i am!

Last person to see you cry?
everyone at church lol

What do you do when you get nervous?
get sick.

Be honest, do you like people in general?
yeah, sometimes.

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
anywhere from 23-25.

Does anyone completely understand you?
God does.♥

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
plenty of them :)

Has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you?
yep!

Would you be happier if life had a rewind button?
noooooo!!!! i dont wanna go back lol

Do you tell your mom or dad everything?
i tell mama a lot...
and daddy when he asks lol

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
ehh... i'd rather Cory not, cause he doesn't normally, but
it's not like a big NO for me..

Are you going to get hurt anytime soon by someone?
Lord i hope not!

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Cory Holman♥

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
future!

How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
normally 8+

Are you easy to get along with?
i would think so...

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
no lol

What was the last drink that you put in your mouth?
water.

What size bed do you have?
full/queen.

Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
before, so it has time to heat up

Do you like the rain?
if its not stormy rain, it can be relaxing...
but i loooove the sun!

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
i hope!!

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?
yes.

Would people refer to you as a goodie goodie, bad news, or neither?
umm im sure some would say goodie goodie!

Who were you last in the car with, besides family?
lol just Em.

What’s the last movie you saw in theaters and with who?
it was either Harry Potter 1 with my grandparents and sisters, or Max Keeble's Big Move with Hilary and MiMi :) lol

Have you ever kissed someone who had a boyfriend/ girlfriend?
never been kissed!

Have you ever been hurt by someone you never thought would hurt you?
yep.

Your parents are out of town. Would you throw a massive party?
CHYEAH!!!!!! lol jk

Do you regret a past relationship?
i don't regret my past relationships..
they brought me to where i am today and i LOVE it here :)

Would you rather spend a Friday night at a concert or a crazy party?
concert.

Do you tend to fall for the same type of person over and over?
not really.

Have you made a joke about somebody that made them cry?
probably...

Do you care too much about your appearance?
yes.

Are you a jealous person?
i can be. and i hate that...

Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
i guess you could call it that lol

Do you miss anyone?
yes :(

Last person who made you cry?
church!

Does your ex tick you off?
he has before.
he doesn't bother me now though :)
now watch him text me this week just bc i said that!

What are you doing tomorrow?
working!
then going to iciban, then choir practice!

Are you the type of person who has a new boyfriend/ girlfriend every week?
Lord no!

Is there anyone you want to come see you?
YES!!!!

Have you ever been cheated on?
probably.

Ever given your all to someone who walked away?
yes.

Do you like cotton candy?
love♥

Who was the last person you had a serious conversation with?
uhh maybe jen?
im not sure.... if not i know Cory & I did!

Are you planning to get knocked up or knock someone up by age 17?
umm no... lol

Do you have siblings?
3 ;)

Have you ever fallen asleep on someone?
yes!

How has the past week been for you?
last week was good!
im hoping this week will be even better :)

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
i do :)

What’s on your mind right now?
im tired.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
getting ready to go to bed.

What is your current mood?
....tired lol

Who was the first person you talked to today?
Kendra? lol
i think... then Cory lol

Will this week be a good one?
i sure hope!!

Anything happen to you within the past month that made you really happy?
yes :) :)

Who were you with last night?
church family.
family.
Kay Kenna Nat Callie and Em :)

Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
nope

Next time you will kiss someone?
wedding day♥

Who should start the kiss, the girl or the boy?
boy!

Do you have any plans for the weekend?
big plans ;)