Tuesday, January 31, 2012

mega stressed today.

so since all i've posted recently has been surveys, i feel the need to post an actual blog. not to mention, i'm UBER stressed. i only got paid for a total of 18 hrs when i work 30 hr weeks. let's just say, Rae ain't so happy right now. i have things i need to save for!! i guess this is where good news for all of you follwers that didn't know comes in.. Cory Lynn & I have a house :) :) it's an older house close to where he lives now & we're completely demolishing the place & making it our own :) i just know it'll be super cute!! it looks horrid right now... lol but we're working on that! he's working with future pops every day & even sometimes at publix & going to school. i'm so proud of him! :) just hoping he can get a job that he really enjoys & has steadier pay than publix, so if you guys can, please send up a prayer for him! :) anyways, i've got my dress & wedding plans are coming together quite nicely :) :) we've got the planner, photographer & someone to make my cake all lined up :) so that makes me feel better! im having an AWFUL time picking out bridesmaids dresses!!!! its been a mega burden on me lately! we've resorted to making them. which we dont even know if that will work or not. my mother thinks she can just add on to her stress by trying to help make them... i always tell her not to cause she's already so upset about my leaving home that its not gonna help! for some reason i've really been struggling with that. i know im gonna be fine cause i know its where im supposed to be.. but i guess when reality hits me i can't hardly believe it. i've always lived at home with my mom & been there with her... she is for real my best friend!! so knowing im gonna be so far away for her permanently, is hard to grasp. i can't wait to get married! i really can't!! but i guess im just having a hard time... growing up! trust me, if you aren't engaged or haven't ever had to move off, & you sometime do... you'll understand! im stoked to be getting married & starting my new life with Cory Lynn :) :) just.. nervous about it cause ive never been THAT far away for... well, forever. lol anyways, other than all the stress from the pay thing... im doing okay lol just thought i'd vent for a little bit & put off working :)
fair winds, followers!

Thursday, January 12, 2012

im just me :)


This is seriously going to get personal, you ready?
suuuure :)

If you were caught cheating, would you fess up?
evetually... i have a really bad consious!

The last time you felt honestly broken?
end of june.

Are you craving something?
kinda, but not really.

If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
to see my fiancee!!

Would you rather have ten kids, or none?
ummm idk??

What do you hear right now?
nothing! lol

Is your bed against more than one of your walls?

What’s on your mind right now?
my back is really hurting & i need to do something! lol

Are you there for your friends?
always :)

Last person to see you cry?

What do you do when you get nervous?
cry... & pray!

Be honest, do you like people in general?

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?

Does anyone completely understand you?
God :)

Do you have a reason to smile right now?

Has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you?

Would you be happier if life had a rewind button?

Do you tell your mom or dad everything?
i tell mama most stuff...

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
Cory Lynn smokes a pipe, im not saying i like it!! buuuut id rather him not. im glad its just a pipe!

Are you going to get hurt anytime soon by someone?
i sure hope not!!

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Cory, duhh :) :)

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
definitely future :)

How many hours of sleep do you get a night?

Are you easy to get along with?
i think so.

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?

What was the last drink that you put in your mouth?
cherry fanta (cheating on my diet!)

What size bed do you have?

Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
before! if i didnt, it'd be freezin!!

Do you like the rain?

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
i hope so!

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?

Would people refer to you as a goodie goodie, bad news, or neither?
idk... hmmm lol

Who were you last in the car with, besides family?
me lol

What’s the last movie you saw in theaters and with who?
i think it was either harry potter 1 with my grandparents, or max keeble's big move with Hilary lol

Have you ever kissed someone who had a boyfriend/ girlfriend?
never kissed anyone!!

Have you ever been hurt by someone you never thought would hurt you?

Your parents are out of town. Would you throw a massive party?
CHYEAH!!! lol jk

Do you regret a past relationship?
i try hard not to have regrets! it brought me to where i am today & i love it here♥

Would you rather spend a Friday night at a concert or a crazy party?

Do you tend to fall for the same type of person over and over?
not really.

Have you made a joke about somebody that made them cry?
i dont think so!

Do you care too much about your appearance?

Are you a jealous person?
unfortunately that works with me now.

Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
just did today! :)

Do you miss anyone?

Last person who made you cry?
Cory lol

Does your ex tick you off?
he used to REALLY bad.

What are you doing tomorrow?
working =(

Are you the type of person who has a new boyfriend/ girlfriend every week?
i've been with the same guy for almost a year & a half! :) & before that, i was never like that.

Is there anyone you want to come see you?

Have you ever been cheated on?
probably. it was just never out in the open & he was never caught.

Ever given your all to someone who walked away?
ehhh kinda, oh well.
doesnt matter now :) :)

Do you like cotton candy?
love it!

Who was the last person you had a serious conversation with?
Cory, probably!

Do you have siblings?
i do!

Have you ever fallen asleep on someone?
yes lol

How has the past week been for you?
this week has bee okay! could've been better.

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
sure do :) :)

What’s on your mind right now?
my back is KILLING me.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
sleeping :)

What is your current mood?
very tired!

Who was the first person you talked to today?
Will this weekend be a good one?
right now it seems like it will be :) :)

Anything happen to you within the past month that made you really happy?
yes :) :)

Who were you with last night?
Taylor♥ Becca, Jed, Emily, Mama, Daddy, Corie Ann...

Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?

Next time you will kiss someone?
june 1st, 2012 :) ♥

Who should start the kiss, the girl or the boy?
first kiss, boy!

Do you have any plans for the weekend?
yes :)

-innocent or guilty-
Asked someone to marry you?

Danced on a table in a bar?
ugh.. guilty. lol jk!!!!! INNOCENT.

Ever told a lie?
guilty (very long time ago)

Had feelings for someone who you can’t have?

Ever had feelings for your friend’s bf/gf?

Kissed a picture?
guilty lol

Slept in until 5 PM?

Fallen asleep at work/school?

Held a snake?

Been suspended from school?
Worked at a fast food restaurant?

Stolen from a store?

Been fired from a job?

Done something you regret?
im guilty of it. but like i said before, i try not to regret things.

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
i think im guilty of that one!

Sat on a roof top?

Kissed someone you shouldn’t have?

Sang in the shower?
very guilty!

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
everytime im pushed in i have my clothes on ^-^ lol

Shaved your head?

Slept naked?
innocent lol

Had a gym membership?

Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
i think im guilty of this one...

Been in a band?
gospel? guilty.

Donated Blood?

Still love someone you shouldn’t?

Have a tattoo?
innocent :)

Liked someone, but will never tell who?
kinda guilty lol

Been too honest?

Ruined a surprise?
innocent, i do believe!

Erased someone in your friends list?

Dressed in a woman’s clothes (if your a guy) or man’s clothes (if your a girl)?

Had communication with your ex?
guilty. (not in a bad way though.)

Got so angry that you cried?

Stolen somebodies partner?

Made yourself throw up?

Wanted to be someone else?
ehhh... innocent.