why am i up?!

okay, so yeah its probably not the best idea that i am awake right now... considering the bad mood ive been in today and that i have to get up in less than 5 hours. =/ anyways, i was looking for something to do while i let the laptop charge... oh the things i do to be able to sleep. yeah, i absolutely HAVE to have a tv or some kind of movie playing... its habbit and i hate it =/ i wish i could get out of it, but i cant. there's always a constant ringing in my ear when i try to sleep without it =( anyways, so im on my friend's desktop while the laptop charges for a bit :) anyways, Lord... idk what to even blog about!! haha! i have been up to absolutely nothing but cleaning bc my mother goes CRAZY in the month of July and absolutely has to have every thing done 3 weeks before revival even begins. jk, but she does go crazy on us! she always redecorates the house & decides she wants to paint! smart right? WRONG!! my room is pink =/ like... bright bubble gum pink... not really suiting for me anymore... in all honesty, it never has been haha! anyways, so shes wanting to paint my room a "neutral"color.... revival is 2 weeks away.... yeah. we havent even chosen a color. not to mention, while we're trying to clean house... my older sister and brother-in-law have moved in with us due to air-conditioning problems. -_- not that i mind having my sister back! its just harder than i thought.... haha! mother got on to me saying that i dont need to make them feel like a burden on us... but honestly, who wants to share a bathroom with 2 other girls when its hard enough to share with one? not to mention ive slept with my younger sister EVERY night since they've been there! and she hogs my bed =/ no fun... besides fussing with my older sister like i always have, its not TOO big of a deal to have them there.. but i do wish we had an extra bed =/ lol well, Cory Lynn is in Orlando! loser went to Universal!! can you say LUCKY?! yeah, i would love to get away! luckily, after not seeing each otehr for a week and a half, he came to see me last wednesday night and went to church with me :) then he left thursday night & they stopped in GA, and made it to Orlando safely Friday morning :) i miss him!! we took a "ladies trip" to the smokies back in april & he just went on and on about how he wanted me to come home and junk. of course, i was having fun... & yes i wanted to come home cause i missed him too! but i still had a good time! lol anyways, i totally know what he was feeling now... i actually wish i were with him cause that would mean id get to see him all day every day and that id get to go to Universal! =D lol needless to say, im ready for him to come see me next wednesday! we're pretty emotionally attatched to one another :) which i guess could be a bad thing in some ways. but seriously, he's the best friend i could EVER ask for! like... i can go to him with absolutely anything :) back when the power was out for like... almost a week, my nerves went HAYWIRE. i cried every single night for like 5 days. it started on the monday before the tornado and Cory and I had went through something & so we cried together on the phone.... then tuesday the tornado hit & we acted like we were both dying & told each other we loved each other every 5 min.. lol then after that my nerves went crazy on me. i felt bad bc here i was my family alive, my boyfriend alive, friends alive... & all these people had lost loved ones in this... yet i could not get ahold of my nerves! it was awful... & in all honesty, Cory was the only person i felt like i could go to without feeling stupid. i cried to him every night for about 5 nights!! and he would try his very best to calm my nerves down or help me :) it really showed me what a best friend he really was to me. ive never been able to go to someone like that, other than my mother & even sometimes we all know how mothers are... they still dont understand lol, but i just feel so thankful to be able to have someone i can litterally call my best friend! and im not trying to go all mushy-blog on ya... im just saying :) he's the best friend i think God has ever given me :) & not to mention i love him very much :) (or so big, for Jenny's sake =P) so its kind of a 2-for-1 deal :) anyways! i think im actually starting to get sleepy =D yay! im pretty sure the mtn dew baja blast i had a taco bell didnt help... lol well, its off to try to sleep for less than 4 & 1/2 hours! goodnight & much love ♥
fair winds followers :)
<3--RaE.

somewhere over the rainbow...

well hello there!! its been a good bit, has it not? i believe the last time i blogged was right before Plevna's revival! which was about 3 weeks ago... i guess im not the best blogger =P lol anyways, Plevna was great! =] i did NOT wanna leave at all. i absolutely love it there!! i stayed with Cory's sister & parents and i felt so at home! i absolutely love them! i cried when i left... of course. i seriously think that the older i get, the more emotional i become! ive always been a total drama queen.. but geez. do i have to cry all the time? lol anyways, after that was Park City/ Scotsburro... i only made it to Park City... sorry Kenna. lol it wasnt so bad there! i went sunday night and... thursday night! Sunday night someone recieved it! the girl was speaking in tongues SIDEWAYS!!!! no joke. i saw it! it was crazy lol thursday night was good too. i went with my friend Callie and then we went to best buy for her mom and KRISPY KREAME! =D all i had to do was mention it and Lorie was like "OKAY!" coolest. mom. ever. i love that woman! she's called me before to talk to me about some stuff and no joke we talked for FOREVER. it was great! anyways, Oak Grove was this past week. i went all day Sunday! Sunday morning was the singing & i must say that even though Cory is my boyfriend he did a GREAT job on the guitar :) i absolutelty love that he plays and the fact that he's so good at it! :) anyways, before i start drooling, lol Sunday night was really good! i went Wednesday night too.. it was good. we went out to eat & dummy me misunderstood my mother & thought she was okay with me going to eat in scotsburro which is the complete opposite direction of my house! lol it was okay though :) & i havent done anything interesting these past 2 days. until tonight... i went to a cookout at Lizzy's :) it was fun! well, i guess i've bored you all enough for now! ;)
fair winds follwers!
<3--RaE.